Sunday, September 27

You're a very peculiar girl. By soul and by sight. That alone makes you more than any other kinds of beauty what.
 
'Peculiar'. Never thought of myself that way. Not one to feel high on compliments but hearing this said in such a candid manner startled me a little. What dear friends, to think me so well. OK I'll aim to be a better person!
 

Handmade. Happy Mid Autumn!
 
HTHT with Daddy. He gave some really sound advice when I asked about his marriage to AD. By a certain age, it is of great importance to see the difference between buying into romance and buying something that lasts forever. What is the thrill of a personality? We get tired of moving around eventually. What about beauty? Well he said in the next 10 years we all grow to look the same -- like common aunties and uncles. That is also true. And we are left with?
 
Comfort, and the closeness of heart and mind. Something I'll be thinking about.

Wednesday, September 16

They say love will never make you feel alone.
 
When someone you love does not tell you important things, it's hard not to feel vulnerable. But trust is having the faith he won't destroy you anyway.
 
Almost always, this is the moment every relationship will be put to test. Hovering between difficulty and temptation, all the words before don't matter, and the actions (which lead to an outcome) can either enlighten, or dishearten you.
 
Been putting my whole stash of Under Armour gear from US to good use! NTC aside... I picked up a new sport. (;
 
Army prints hehehe
 
I feel different lately. I used to be fanatically proud of my emotions. Haha. From negative indifference, anger, jealousy to positive ones like excitement, loving affection, patience. They were my 'guides' to the extent I cared about every individual. I lacked basic etiquette responding to messages from casual friends, giving my time to the ones who actually matter.
  
But then I realized how important it is to really take charge of our feelings. Because even while we care, emotions do swing both ways. The not-so-healthy ones as well. It's okay to feel a certain way and be honest about it. It is never okay to hold other people responsible.
  
Good morning!

Tuesday, September 8

Put your positive pants on!