# 134

i had wanted to update.

but i guess not now, not here.
today shall be written
written in a darker space.

# 133

simple relaxing weekends with Tart

i love. (:

Burger King is latest craving
Muchroom Swiss, tasty Mexican drumlets
anddd we also caught the movie CJ7 finally!
well well whoever gave bad reviews ought to be shot.
Because...

"The only way to see a Stephen Chow movie is in Cantonese, because of the brilliant way Chow delivers his lines and his mannerisms." "Chow’s such a star that every time he appears, you expect him to do or say something funny, and he does.
He simply lives and breathes the edict that the secret to comedy is in not trying to be funny."
- Twitch reviews, agreed!

i think its very entertaining & hilarious loh!
lame projections aside, its still a successful movie to me.
Stephen Chow is the talent of actor/film director man.
he damn got CHARISMA. hahahahaha
tell me who else comes up with a green blob of slime
in the form of alien dog that is ULTRA CUTESY!!?
-



8 February 2008 12:00 AM
HAPPYYY BIRTHDAY
the clock marked my twentieth,
very first moments with Baby by my side.
home early due to CNY visiting Day 2
but before that, my share of Greatest present Bliss.
once a year i become Queen for twenty-four hours
i can demand or play monster & still call the shots! ;D
VISUALSSS of course

The Big Two
strangely enough i'm not too excited about it.
never the mind, i shall embrace the number with grace.
&& i cannot seem to aim high enough while clicking!
as a result Baby's face keeps getting cut off. :(

but there's always a better try.
this line somehow applies to relationships too, i feel.
especially to turbulent ones like ours! HAHA

20 is a bleak warning into Adulthood
& i adamantly refuse to abandon my current life
in the sake of carrying out these responsibilities!

heheh but then Sweet Tart gave me a peck,
said i shouldn't pose unhappily on The Big Day...

...

SO THIS WAS THE NEXT BEST I COULD SHOW HIM!
hurhurhur not very capable i know.

The Boyflend challenging Mr Jumper.
Mr Jumper is more interested in Boyflend's shoes.

}{ Happiness to have a Special Someone
Countdown to your very own B-day every year.
and 2008 you made it Happiness baby. }{

***

next evening was spent at Marina's Asian Kitchen
my birthday Treat from Baby!! :O
i wanted something not too extravagant
but of nice atmosphere to dine & enjoy good food.

Shrimp rolls are damnnn Delicious!

after which we shopped around, visited the arcade
initial plan was to catch a movie.
too bad there weren't timing nor good shows,
just as well we decided on purchasing 斗牛,要不要 DVD
and Baby's house to watch till late in the night! (:

now waiting for Part Two to release.
Taiwanese drama starring Mike He, Hebe & Li Wei.
CHEENA?? NAH ROFL I LIKE!
y'guys can catch the episodes online http://www.tudou.com

in short i had the Loveliest time with Baby
and yet another birthday worth reminiscing about!
Thank you also to Family and Friends who gave wishes
to all who texted/called or through online means,
appreciated & glad to know you guys remembered :)
it being Day2 of Cny, i had assumed everyone would forget.

A picture speaks a thousand words.
the following visuals will relate 3000 to you.
better than writing down in elaboration, so why not?


Sweet Tart, this last shot depicts whats significant.
"i will always" yeah. i will always puff my cheeks
and do what i have gotten into a queer habit of. [:

its just like that.
-

town to meet BigSister in a while! wheee
Sushi Salmon i've been drooling about since days
and probably a movie to boot... i hereby proclaim
the scent of Holidays is indeed Saccharine-flavored!
:D

# 132

this was to be the most trying period.
suddenly i am alive again after past five days
of cramming an untouched module of 3 months...
Overnight. the cycle repeated itself consecutively
four times. as you can imagine
Input, Exam, Go Home Vomit Input
New Input, Exam, Vomit New Input yadayada

February has always been Favorite
significant events, CNY celebrations. and this year
they joined forces causing me to ignore consequences
up till the very very last minute.
grade D honestly sounds good already go figure.

but finally i can isolate & let the fried brain de-fry!
IT'S (POLY) END YEAR HOLIDAYYYS

before that i must bestow the following space to someone.
Stress + Frequent clashes with Mom + No Sleep
equates to a GRUMPY TERROR-BEING, YES ME.
and the Hero at the receiving end of such brutality?

None other than You.
we both know what you've been to me throughout
i won't say much here, just THANK YOU will do.

from my ._o to o_o to :| to ;( to >:( to :..(
these moods i couldn't help venting,
yet all you gave in return was with this :DD.
and for that i need to shout out
-the three words above.
Sorry for everything, Baby
I promise I'll do the same in future for you. (:
... praises won't bloat your head up right?!
teehaw I Heart Yoo.
-

anyways Wonderful post-exam day spent!
lol with Ivy traveling to & fro. basically catchin' up
over dinner then walk around, then supper (again)
its been more than a week since we last met
i am not quite used to it and i misszxz her. HAHA
we're working together during the holidays
to generate cash flow and waste away time!!
since i'd predict Baby will be busy bumblebee. :(

oh yesssss something to share if you haven't seen
Edison Chen at HK press conference
on 21st February 2008:



pluhhh-ease give the poor man a Break!
if you ask me i think he's goddamn sincere,
at least he has that courage to step out in public
knowing full well the criticisms he's gotta handle.
i'd consider him more the victim than criminal.
after all the female celebrities did pose in provocative ways
they could possibly have contributed too
to reasons photos were taken why not? & nobody knows
because Edison Chen is bearing the entire brunt.
a pity he's stepping out of entertainment now
talk about being driven up the wall. tsk tskkk~

damn backdated but still,
Birthday & Valentines update will be up
probably tomorrow or day after.
as soon as i recouped my long-lost Sleep!
yay okay. goodnight world.

# 131

Wishing all a Sweetest Valentines'!
love, whether in the white or black
should be fully expressed TODAY heheheh
if you get what i mean.

love, its for everyday. (:

# 130

i am jittery.
exams are 19th, 20th, 21st, 22nd next week
& of now i haven't flipped a page of notes.
Procrastination kills BIG TIME. (pun intended)

quick mentions
*Happy Nineteenth to Clyde on 10th February! (:
-

my toes say Hello

enjoyed manicure at Nail Palace with Aunt D
you know i was never the girl y-girl
but anyhow its a damn Shiokk experience
hence i might consider going back hahahah!

alternated Dark Reds to Gold why is that so, you ask?
well. because i wanted to HUAT & i desperately needed
to HUAT this year as compared to the $97 loss in 2007.
Auspicious & Shimmery colors would help i'd believe.
(until today I have only won four dollars though)

town for Shopping spree with Dad & BigSis
went home after dinner, empty-handed.. :(
OH YEAA check out her latest dope collarbone tattoo!
Veni Vidi Vici: I came, I saw, I conquered.
-

Lunar Day 1
visit to Grandma's house for yummy lunch first!
she especially left me A LOT OF RICE :D
and then kept on repeating how she confirms i'd want rice
thats why she left me A LOT OF RICE. ._."
damm cute! its true you know, if rice stopped production
i might no longer find interest in food already.

unglam, candid shot with Monster Mom.
eating and eeeating only...

now a Final proper one.

we had plenty of hours to waste
watched Twister on Ch5 lazing on the couch
stuffing goodies into our (ok, just mine) fat cheeks
then posed with the fishes and curvy mirrors.

in the car. ;)
and BigSis says, 'Black is the New Red.'

to Dad's annual gathering at night.
Favorite-st Cousins spent quality catchup as usual (:
except for 2008's addition into the clique...
a Chubby Little Newborn Zenden.

A for Adorable.
years ago PeiShan's yakking with us kiddos
Blackjack, Daidee and what not every CNY...
yet now a very capable Mommy with lovely baby,
a doting husband - the complete happy family! (:
thats Life pacing itself i guess.

ones whom will be there, for really forever.

Chelly, the one who rides stages with me. (:
as the visual caption goes
Since 1988, Same Blood Running.
heheheh love you darling!

we cannot call you PP anymore hoh? ;D
it'll be horrid if Zenden picks up that nick! HAHA
-

xoxo
its habit to never blog an entry
without traces of him
since he's part of my happiness everyday.
Peca comes in a single shot of

Bliss :]:]:]

B-day celebration & more CNY updates
coming soon.
i shall temporarily go drown in studying.

# 129

i was at Amk a while ago.
12 midnight struck and holy no,
can you honestly believe this -
a fricking dwarf like me is now officially





TWENTY OLD YEARS ??!
... let nature take its course i will. bitter (:
UGHH a Happy 20th Birthday to myself!
(childhood favorite color might reverse time)
heheheheheheheh

still i am thankful i've someone special this year
Baby Baby Baby by my side to whisper.
even though 8 February falls on Day2 of CNY,
he made the efforts to make me feel like Queen!
looking forward to tomorrow. :D :D :D
-

i cut &rebonded my hair Monday, uhh huh
go ahead and think Ah Lian you narrow-minded fool.

EDC Scandal is worst than ever.
impression of Edison has dived low but
he ain't the only one arrows should be pointed at;
West-borne people think differently after all
and the females were consenting parties,
blame it tht luck got on the bad side
forums say EDC gains sympathy & looks like a prisoner.
i think he's brave enough to speak up amidst this Shit
besides who in the fucking mind at such point of time
would have the mood to wax his bloody hair?

anyways visiting at relatives place earlier.
excited tht Red packets are $fuller$ than usual ROFL
but dearest Cousins' the ultimate joy fun & laughter luh! (:
i have an overload of Visuals and it will be up very soon.
such randomness this entry.

okay here's wishing everyone good or bad
a HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR 08!!
Enjoy this annual come-together with family & friends
be careful not to drop any of your angbaos
you never know which contains a whoopin' sum,
play mahjong but don't gobble too much of others fortune
have lots and lots of endless fun
throughout the 15 days! =)

# 128

i'll set private limits to this blog too,
maybe after the celebrations.
for now its updatesssss!
-

random shots taken

1) of Baby cooking my favorite eggs. (:
kitchen party was damn exasperating
but the end results of french toast... YUMMY!
& i think he looks hotter than the eggs. teehaw

2) of a brilliant "tattoo" tht Gracie drew.
during the Retail roadshow in school
she demanded my arm & engraved an icon of me
this "BIGHEAD" alien with very small body.. ._.
hahahaha i don't lurbx her anymore.

3) and of course, the 11th Month of Loving
i don't even wanna remember how tht day ended.
nevertheless i still received a surprise at my doorstep
and it warmed my heart from within. :D
i love love love you Sweet Tart!

4) of BigSis and me at NUS Central Library
to support Baby in Funka Semi-rounds.
had a good lunch & catchup session!
she biked down to company me despite the rain,
much appreciated darling! (:

***

Sunday 2701/2008
Funkamania 2008 Finals

Youth Park to watch Tart give his all on-stage
(yes again!) this time with Ivy and Clyde. (:
i didn't manage to find a rock to climb unto
unlike Remix07, lucky i managed to squeeze in front!
because i must have appeared pathetic enough on tiptoe
so kind souls let me through.
can't see no shit from ground level i tell you.

strong competition, yet Baby's team TRADEMARK
no doubt emerged as Funka Xlll CHAMPIONS!
we've witness their victory a second time now. :)

recording of Trademark's performance
view: Mozilla Firefox



& i guarantee its even more impressive LIVE!
stage presence and all charismas exuding
vibration of the loud music below your feet...
only one word one gesture in my vocabulary
so i'd say "Sweeeee!!" (whistles*).

VISUALS
wind-swept hair to the left. hoh Clyde?? ;)
check similiarity!

walked Ivy to the bus stop while waiting for Baby,
with Clyde smoking stick after stick of smelly puffs
HAHA sorry lah i kept waving away the mist!

finally saw my Baby after a long wait.
times like these i feel that awful gap
of how we belong to two different worlds
& for some reason it hinders me, quite a lot,
from showing the hidden emotions i feel inside.
things like wanting to run to him with a big smile
knowing i'm really proud of what he has accomplished.

heheh but a peck was all i needed
to melt away the fucking insecurities! :*D

Baby's prizes included a set for me, to his dismay
ROFL Fasio make-up rouge, eyeshadow blahblah
& i dug them up like a hungry wolf thank you you!

familiar faces in the crowd at Funka
especially Mingli from our NRA batch.
i remember we used to 38 about people
and until now after long she's still as friendly & nice. =)
hopefully her injury recovers soon to dance! one.bighug

after the hype hungry us decided Thomson
for Meng's Kitchen minced noodles with Clyde.

HAHAH THIS IS HOODIES' EMO.

at the bus-stop
playing with Baby's winning blue glory.
they speak well for themselves
so no captions hurhur (=

my Congrats though its belated.
you really did shine on stage
& i'm god damnnit proud of you!
sorry for everything i was not
throughout this trying period
bad patch but i'm even prouder to say,
we still made it together. :]
MWUAKSSZ BABYYY

***

day after chiong-ed (ok thts a barbaric word) Yishun Polyclinic

this fugly shot is posed because i look like a tomato
and tomato is of significance. (:(:
otherwise with a dumbed-ass expression
it should have been in my laptop's recycle bin by now.

...
...
...

teehaw, i told you so! ;)

and then had whoopin' Taste of Thailand.
we so miss that place, so much that
we ordered our food in one greedy minute.
the usuals HEHEHE

-
okay signing off
with myself,
my love...
myself and my love.
:]

(obviously psp hahahaha) >:(

you're like the burst of light
blinding all else with your presence
stay with me love.

# 127

hello all i'll be blogging soon!
school is finally out, and
exams after CNY will not be a spoiler.
(though it truly really is...)

STILL I'M LOVIN' IT.
THIS TASTE OF FREEDOM -
away from Ngee Ann Polytechnic!