# 105

Egg tart, fruit tart, poptart, butter tarts

Baby is sweetest thing in the world
---

my very own happy tart. (:

# 104

Mom's out on holiday

so i turned this house into a chalet!
past week's been busy with activities
damn ive made skipping school a habit.

Wednesday was Ivy's stay-over
tht girl's nice enough to accompany me cause
it gets silent and lonely at night. HAHAH
the day after we headed school for IS together.
& took some visuals to commemorate,
our virgin experience sleeping on the same bed.
(usually at her house its single)

during tutorial.
WISP tutor is duper funny &&
we agreed he looks like the passport photo..
my passport photo
which you should pray you'll never ever sight.
its too pretty for words, really.

such bright sunshine,
even my lousy digicam did wonders.

mate, confidante, partners-in crime.
i think she looks adorably pissed in last photo.
p/s: had a great night with you honey!
though this sounds wrong its still g-great. :)

***

Thursday 22/11

met Mister P who silly-ly overshot
the bus stop we were supp to meet at after class.
headed to Bugis with empty stomachs.
after walking ard levels in search for cheap &good food
we settled for Yu Kee duck rice

the corner stall located opposite Bugis Junction.

i'm no picky food critic
so i'd say the duck rice there was not bad.
boneless tender meat, fuss-free!

Venezia durian+ belgian chocolate ice cream
Baby's treat which made me happy. :D
95% fat free fat free fat freeeee. *chants*

sloppy kiss from a dwarf.

Bugis Village to buy the exact chain
for ice-cream pendant he bought me.
first month's treasured gift;
so looking forward to wearing Bling-bling again!

HEYY THATS NOT MY BABY.
he doesn't look like it. >:(
double vision double teeth.

& other captured moments of love.

1314, 3344. hor Baby!? HAHAHAH
easiest code to decipher in the World.
but something i really mean to say to you
in the least ah lian-ish way possible.
=)

Friday was renting movies, buying 3 for $5 fruits.
supper at Pratahouse with Baby& Farhan
my dumb o Boyfriend gave me a ._. expression
upon hearing me order a durian prata...
BUT i fed him a mouth of it later and he turned :O!
from disbelieving ._. to total worshippin' :O lor.

Liquid Kitchen after tht for dope Lychee Martini
before home feeling a lil' groggy, no not tipsy.

yet to blog about the weekend stay-over
this time with my my Sweetheart.
though it wasn't perfect perfect but still,
blissful times will always cover up for the spills.
& i guess, hoping thats all we'll both remember.(:

more more more updates to come.
Saturdays & Sundays;
it feels comforting to know tht there'll be Baby
to give me fun joy laughter & (hardly peace!),
after a rough week of sucky projects to rush.

to the one i adore very very much
my Droopy one.
...
...
...
MY DROOPY BABY ! :DDD
thank you for everything.

***


now that she's back i cannot breathe.

# 103

yay! i need to express this freedom.
finally done with CCM report. :D
3-4 pages killer man. hahahahah
long time overdue hope its accepted.
time for bed freaking 1 hour to sleep
ONE HOUR ONLY. :(

# 102

hooked unto current blog music
it somehow reminds me of Baby. (:

" Yeah you and me
we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
we can rule the world "

# 101

had this meal with Mom last week,

& suddenly i'm craving for it at 3 am.
gosh stomachs can be so weird.

***

celebrated our 9th over the weekend,
will not start elaborating where we started. ;)
so... 11:29 met Mister P at Cineleisure!!
bought cup corn & finger food whilst Bee-movie.
talking about movies i might be lil' slow
to proclaim tht Stardust is such a STUNNER
love the romance, humor, storyline, characters.

too tired to upload visuals blah
shall just leave you with a foot picture for now.

you & me we were made to contrast.
Happy Ninth i'd say, love love. :]
hope it wasn't the worst 'cause its not to me.
with you theres only the best.

then Sunday was rainy and very lazy. tsk
dinner at Ramen Ten with Babyyy! hahaha
thank you for giving in to my request. :DD
spicy soup & curly ramen makes me droool.
note to self: i should stop emphasizing on more food
thus blogging like a piece of fat lard these days!

walked ard buying some essentials
before heading to the arcade for racing, hoops & guns.
and then guess where we sat down next?
at S11 hardly an hour after our meal at Ramen Ten
ordered Satay Bee Hoon and Rojak to share..
& oh my oh my there i go on the 4-letter word again.
F***. i think i need to hit the gym soon.



sad to say good times fly quick its Monday again. >:(
goddamn it wanna skip tomorrow's 9 am tutorial.
it sucks squeezing through the freaaaaaking jam,
taking >1.5 hours to reach Clementi from Yck
& its freaaaaaking lame compared to usual 4o minutes.

i seriously need to hire a chauffeur.
a biker chauffeur, so we can whiz through all traffic!
lol oh & i'll choose an ogre-looking one with thick waist
to make sure Baby won't get angry. HEH

chunk of pictures be coming up.

# 100

Baby's house after school for lunch.
Ban Mian + peeled prawns with egg-ish soup,
it always makes my day! :)

then headed over Causeway Point to meet
Ivy the Honeyyy. heh shopped in xmas atmosphere
and bought nothing but headphones for Creative. :\
anyways i finally gave in to a request for KFC dinner
which turned out FUN& MAD LAUGHTER.
the olden days... when purple tees matched purple pants
perfectly well... hahah we made us laugh our chickens out.

haven't been updating,
school projects are one after another
i cannot believe the people who attend lectures
because even without them i'm su-suffocated already.

***

i will write in today for one reason though! :]
its past 12 o clock and once again, the 17th.
needless to say this part's for a singular person -
Mister P

especially,

chat logs ((:

its been a while Baby,
more than just a while.
hadn't expected that despite tougher days
we'd still reach the nine months together.
all to be said will be said to you.

your companionship & unconditional love,
they have been the greatest gifts
to an ordinary one like myself.
in our eyes, rainbows show indistinctly after the rain
but you & me we've come to see its actually





always there.
behind those dark clouds & stormy weathers
it will resurface again even if it takes time.
i think the rainbow's always there.
i love you sweetheart. :D

# 99

once or twice i think she's alright,
other times i'd say its a mental disorder.

its getting hard to breathe at home
much less even have the privacy i need...
plans didn't seem to work out today.
& besides favorite Bean-curd with Baby
besides tht short yet enjoyable time span,
well everything else sucked like major.

i could unload this frustration onto anybody
how to when there's no suitable candidate.
i look around me for someone who'd understand ;
they all have tad fierce, tad nagger or tad strict
but ultimately. they all have normal mothers.

no one can hear the depths of my emotions tonight.

# 98

Baby & I came to an awful realization
over lunch today at his house.

in just a few months,
(few enough you can count with 1 hand)
i'd be hitting the Big Two. Twenty.
Twenty years of living. Teenager no more.

now don't laugh because in case you're guessing
it does not concern the appearance nor my height (:
its fear of what lies ahead beyond the number.

and thinking of it is turning me pessimistic. lol
maybe i'll come back & write again.

completing FSF ppt is fulfilling. 0230 AM
i can head to bed with a peace of mind!
updates soon zzz

# 97

Sunday was good. last Sunday.

to Singapore Indoor Stadium upon waking up,
rushed like crazy 'cause i informed Baby late. :/
so we stupidly grabbed 2 SGD6.00 swiss burgers,
and 2 SGD3.00 small Coke at the door. RAHHHHH
met up with Big Sis, Xiaohui &Candice there.

Singapore Slingers
versus Perth Wildcats

basketball.basketball.basketball. more basketball.
it was a damn exciting match luh!!
for those who're unaware,
the Slingers are Singapore's only professional team.
out of boredom & curiosity i watched 'em
but i went home feeling like a nut patriotic fan.

they emerged,
"a gritty 112-105 overtime victory over the Perth Wildcats".
hahahahah i wanted to buy a Slingers tee after it ended
for future matches but Mister P did not allow. :(
i resorted to 'what about the caps!'.. got rejected too.

no visuals besides one which basically
fails to portray a single element of fun.
took this during players' halftime interval,
explains the almost empty court.

therefore i will post a video of 4th Nov


pee-ass: at 0032
my favorite number 7 does a nice throw. :-)
(pun intended lol)

awesome doing somethin' different with Baby!
not the usual slacks, eat, movie yadayada.
i want more more more of these...




basketball
matches





&
most importantly tht word says it all -

Love. from Mister P. ( :

* * *

town with Yins a couple of days ago.
shopped ard, dinner at Pastamania's
then just settled ourselves at some steps to talk cock.
she was goddamn proud of her pigtail tht day lorrr
hahah thus i decided to chew it off.

the rest is what usually happens when 2 girls
armed with camera phones start to look at the sky
& look at the ground with nothing to do.

shots.
i remember feeling down,
well dates with her makes me much better.
its strange how i derive joy from the process itself
of camera whoring.

thankyou you darling. (( :
went home instead of supposedly Home Club
since i wanted to be a good girl. as always i've been.

fucking drained frm school & projects,
gonna skip TBG today i'd predict..
which means only one thing : (( !

# 96

was in the mood for a write-up,
just as i clicked the "create" button
attacked by acute pain in the stomach.

damn damn damnnit. : (
oh, school still sucks a whore lot. BUT
i'm optimistic & i know its gonna get better!
* smelly oil here i come for your magic.

# 95

i cannot receive the zip folder! :(

up till now i've only got these few of TBG.
it was a b-beautiful evening spent together
so will definitely upload more when i get 'em.

Monday 22/10
in summary - hibernated at Kobayashi.
4 hours in the brightly lit restaurant lol
with my favorite companions.

shopped before dinner we bought Tom &Jerry's file! heh once in a while its no crime to indulge in a little clique action. at least now when i bring it to school i don't feel loner no more cause their presence is with me HAHAH.
Visuals here to evidence all cranky moments.

yeah we're proud doing this
bet you can tell from the faces.

Udon again i am beginn'g to like fat noodles.
then Yins became Master Manicurist!
such a darling she actually painted nails for Xin & me.
us in unison: "PAINT OUR NAILS?? :D"
hahahah poor her, disgruntled and forced into such chore.

"Really ah... Okayyy lor."

credits to her good effort!

"Phew finally!" is written on her face.
even when she was hard at work for sake of us,
we kept complain'g & fussing over the color tones.
still, after approx an hour the polish job was done!

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show you the practice results later. ;)

i'll introduce the fussy counterpart
Seah Yi Xin on the left.
mind you we were esp excited by the outcome
reason being both of us don't bother with nails often
plus i really suck at painting them myself lol.
in btwn waiting for the metallic blues to dry
we caught up and entertained each other..

we're looking at ourselves and we make us laugh.
so who cares if photos end up dumb & dumber!?
i swear it was the day TBG cam-clicked most,
as you might have already guessed.

after sometime, TADAHHH

Dark.Emo.Blue. we like it.

settled down to snap a few normal shots.
i predict it'd be another lengthy period
till the next 4/4 gathering is possible.
apparently SeahKiki is gonna disappear into fyp soon.

my big-headed love,

and dear Deario for me. :)
rah i don't have the solos with Yins.

group visual
damn hard to capture we had to squeeeze
like sardines, baked beans, mushroom, broccolis
whatever you call it.
LOL in order to get everyone into the tiny screen.

the more we get together together together
the more we get together the happier we'll be. :D

# 94

There's a lot of things I understand

And there's a lot of things that I don't wanna know
But you're the only face I recognize
Its so damn sweet of you to look me in the eyes

Its alright, I'm okay I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same I get carried away
It's alright, I'm okay I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed I'll get over it, yeah

The scent of Vaseline in the summertime
The feel of an ice cube melting over time
The world seems bigger than both of us
Yet it seems so small when I begin to cry
;
Splender - I think God can explain

human nature is fast unpredictable.
anyone may succumb to temptation when it comes,
even most angelic of all sorts.
should i be disappointed, or enraged by her actions.
yesterday night destroyed my once-ideal example
of stability and longtime devotion.
a runaway from the person with hopeful dreams of two
so cruelly, now tell me who else is really trustworthy?

she writes undying love & is the best person i think of
loyalty could very well be her middle name.
i wanted her to be one step closer to my family
at the end of the year after tht anticipated party.
i loved her much like how i love The Fallen,
but i find myself wondering how to face her thereafter?
in confrontation or shall it be a cease of existence.

this probes me to reflect something in relation.
careless words spilled earlier on
they keep resounding over in my mind...
i'd like to be swept into the future and refer to the end page
where will we be, still beside or far apart?

some people are blessed, through an Uno Stacko
they build their faith in relationships.
& because they never fail they grow stronger.
others find themselves trusting in the wrong ones
on almost every attempt made to start anew.

* * *

as one or as two, you'll always be my role model.
i love you berry so BigSis. (:
just like how you've always pulled me up & thru'
this time its my turn to be your temporary smile.
i know how you loved so i know how you hurt,
i might be young and stupid and what you call dumb
but i'll help you to hope tht this is only a bad bad dream.
don't give up yet, don't look at what reminds of,
all you got to do is eat sleep dogs friends
and call me out to play.
be there hook or crook. ((: hugs aplenty.

* * *

saddened, i start to rewind into the past. again.