Good things start with G: Giving

So, this is what it feels like

Be in at the right place right time

Right here and now feels like forever

Never touch the ground when we're together

We're definitely not in the right place at the right time. There is more uncertainty in the future ahead than I have undertaken before. But you're the one I can be with, the one who keeps to our one precious date day even as you touchdown at 9 in the morning. Thank you for making us your foremost priority to see and to hold.

Lying beside you talking about 'everything under the sun' as promised, I finally understood your point of view regarding certain decisions. When you so genuinely explained, there were things you said that really touched my heart. Even though I laughed it off. The important questions you eventually asked, well I want so much to say, I'm willing to accept everything that comes with you. That big uncertainty, the disappointment of canceled plans, the frequent distance. I didn't. Guess I will wait for time. Till you believe I know what I have chosen. Vice versa.

As I watched him struggle to stay awake and then fall asleep, I realized I do love this person. How he never brushes off my feelings or thoughts (which can be unusually hard to decipher). And how he's not used to any of this kinda relationship-stuffs but never allows me to feel lesser. Lol also amazing how even in his sleep he knows whenever I leave the bed and pulls me back into his embrace later on. Fighter instincts maybe? Hehe.

G's leaving again in 2 days but I'm grateful for this extra time. 04.06.2015 is a good day to remember. (: While I've learnt that life can show you everything today, and leave you with nothing tomorrow, I stick to putting my best foot forward every time.

Gary flew his first solo on a JET. It sure is something to write about because I'm super proud of him! How nice to wake up to his safe text and cute exclamation, "Hi love! Landed hehe."

I hear from almost everyone that being a fighter pilot is highly sought-after because of its prestige and all. But whenever they go like 'wah' or 'no no no' (either one), I'd think to myself. It's not like I was seeking a pilot, and found a relationship. It really doesn't matter to me what he does. But taking time to watch the show Jetstream, indeed I've got new found respect for what he goes through. While G isn't arrogant or anything like that, he takes pride in his work. And I'm just glad to be there for him on down days. Happy days too of course! (:

CAN'T WAIT. ONE DAY.