Saturday, September 15

The only calibration that counts is how much heart people invest, how much they ignore their fears of being hurt or caught out or humiliated. And the only thing people regret is that they didn't live boldly enough, that they didn't invest enough heart, didn't love enough. Nothing else really counts at all. ―Ted Hughes

What happens in the heart, simply happens.
It does. I know for sure now.
But life's not simple and love isn't free after all.
There are other people who will hurt with certain decisions.
There is fear that stands in the way of how and what we feel. Fear speaks to us more than love.
There is no actual freedom to love the person our heart begs us to.

If love was (truly) free, we need not flee.

Tuesday, September 11

Slept 3 hours yesterday (drifting in and out).
And I was so freaking tired.... that I forgot to ZIP UP.
 
Zz butter brain.
: (
 
My eyes weigh 250 kilograms.
Temperature at 38.1 degree.
Word count due Thursday? 7000.
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Friday, September 7

THANK YOU JY THANK YOU JY
THANK YOU YOU, JY! :D

6a.m in the morning. Finally submitted CSC poster.
 
Nice?! SAY YES
eyes almost popped out designing from scratch.
 
JY awesomely lent me her Macbook to work with.
It is 10 billion times faster than Little Red Crawling Book (my netbook's name).
Had problems converting to pdf... cranky layout..
so she being the TECHKID patiently solved all the tiny booboos.
And I was being very obsessive compulsive about the alignments.
Hahahahaha THANK YOU JY!

K session with Banana Boys earlier, Pratahouse
then felt upsetz that they were going home to bed while I rushed to Starbucks.
Super glad for JY and Shawn's company.
They bully me big-time every single night but I think it's a love-hate relationship.
Heehee.

Jam-packed with endless assignments.
Trying to enjoy while it lasts though because 2013+ forever, welcome nine-to-five.
And I know I'll miss school.
 
On a side note I miss my friends.
Sorry to those I haven't met in a long while;
Thank you to those who always accomodate, meeting me nearby etc.
I refuse to step foot into town because its too bustling.
I am currently in an extremely neighborhood-ish mode. Hahaha.
BUT I promise y'all will see me soon!
Mid Sept Mid Sept Mid Sept.
 
Good morning, goodnight.