# 147

i am an emo-monster lately

hence the slow updates.
more to come, for now its random.

you know a friendship is for life
when miscommunication leads to an issue,
different lives, perspectives, opinions, blah
yet we are willing to listen and understand.
whats most important - to apologize.
it warms my heart tonight that i've found such.

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VISUALSS
Party World KTV
no human-being, just the settings.

i quite like the spacious room for two.
TV screen is larger than usual.

& the complementary drink/snacks are better than KBox.
there's bubble tea to choose from, not bad to say.
on the eve of Public Holiday its cheaper as compared too.

if you think KBox is damn midnight robbery (i do)
Party World's just another alternative.

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then there's my Tau Hwey hangout
> you can click on image
look at tht variety of Soya milk i'd bring the fridge home.
call me Tau Hwey freak. its healthy, its fun to slurpz.

freshly-made and very yummyyy.

his fringe is longer than mine... fret not!
we have decided to go for a hair cut soon. HAHA

with Tart who accompanied me. (:
had quality time though it was a mere 1 hour.

hehehe ;D
you're such a fine treat baby.

being in that vicinity once again reminds me
of six months at Mayflower. :.(
where Vcds, late-night supper, KaiserJade, surprises,
among countless more were possible. even
trying hard to escape Mr Landlord seems alright now.

Favorite Snapshot of The Day

"Back to the times
when we could spend many many moments together"
from an Sms i just re-read again, how true. how true.

& so i will wait through it all.
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Bittersweet Weekend i enjoyed.
later. i am feeling hungry now.

# 146

lunch with Ivy at Amk Hub,

followed by juicy talks and walking around.
coincidently we were not in the best of moods today
hehehehe still, honey made me laugh out loud. (:

trained towards West for her job interview at 6
and i - to wait (1.5 HOURS) at Bukit Batok for BigSis!
but its okay since i brought my book along,
also spent half the time shopping... in Guardian. HAHAH

so we had BK dinner which disappointed
because no Mushroom Swiss burger uuurgh,
plus the stand-in Honey Mustard Fish kind of sucked.
don't know why it seems only MOS Fish tastes good


:O
yeahyeah you get me, d-delicious!

cannot believe i just sidetracked for a fish burger.

oh yes BigSis then had a real life drama to share with me,
watching her re-enact whatever happened was like a movie.
rofl i always enjoy listening she's uber duper interesting!
across the table i nod my head like an idiot & go OO WAA WO,
hopefully suggestions helped Darling, take a slow ride! ;D

after that we got her her 23rd bday present at X shop
cheap thrills yet i gotta say, lovely cheap thrills haha.
1 pair of Sneakers, 3 Singlets, 2 Tee, 1 Towel !?
♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN, LIL PUNK!
thanks for the wonderful company,, (:(:

pity there's no visuals buttt
minutes ago i hacked into her Facebook account
LOL THE PHOTOS ARE DAMMNIT ENTERTAINING.
hahahahahaha right-clicked and saved a couple...
here's one for being my favorite girl too

most normal shot.
i saw another upside-down, will you teach me!

lastly please cut on ciggs, bad bad bad.
&& for puffing one too many sticks today dear,
tsk we shall end with a reminder to you in form of

X THE WRONGGG BEHAVIOR X
heh early nights and 1 week without, do it!

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view: Mozilla Firefox

watch this fucking hilarious video
I ALMOST DIED OF SPASMS.
i think she is dancing.



not trying to make fun of someone's courage here
but then, its its seriously ridiculous no?
look out for the Hosts/Judges expressions,
especially Rainie Yang LMAO.

have fun rewinding over again
i won't blame you.

# 145

met Baby for lunch today!

happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
(:
although it was a short one hour.

but... aye..
mixed emotions.
couldn't wave Goodbye properly nice,
you know me best after all and
I'm Sorry love. :(

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Gentle Reminder
TBG Friday is Settled. :D
HAHAHA WETARD PICTURE OF FOUR.

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had a stressful day thinking.
about what? i cannot exactly figure.
its like the mind is heavy with nothing
a lil here and there,, a lot of maybes.

so maybe i should return to reading now.
Goodnight early!

# 144

back home from fulfilling dinner with Mom.

she bought a heavy bunch of Green grapes yay.
its quite happening when she doesn't harp on
that same old issue... & today was good. (:
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Good Friday and The Weekend
went by fast, faster than what i'd hope.

Party World KTV
The Spiderwick Chronicles
Cabal Online
"The Good Guy"

uh yeah i am currently immersed in this book.

while Tart plays his 2-3-4 Kill Monster game
i spend my hours reading Dean Koontz
'psychologically complex, masterly and satisfying' writings.
the author is witty as hell with intelligent conversations
& you'll get caught up in anticipation.

was sprawled on my comfy bed the entire of today
just reading, i like holidays with extra time to read.
when you're taught to read since young it kinda forms a habit.


Saturday movie is Must-Have. :D

heh Fantasy movie i thoroughly enjoyed!
Freddie Highmore the male lead
isn't he damm adorable as twin brothers?

although we were mostly indoors
nonetheless lovely moments with Baby Baby.
for certain reasons i felt down but he's such a Darl.
PS, I can't wait for a Happy K-time! :)

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every morning that same person wakes me up
either by tugging softly at my hair
or placing random chubby fingers over my face...
at about 11:00 am i should always expect to open eyes


and see this lil girl watching me with interest.
ROFL YES EVERY MORNING,
MY RUFFLED HAIRS AND SLEEPYHEAD AMAZES HER.

the other Baby (literally a baby), Z-ELIA.

she climbs unto my bed, tucking herself under the blankie
then looking very very satisfied, laughs big at me.

anyways i have realized her potential to be Cam-kid!
(i personally dislike using the word 'Cam whore'
in whatever circumstances, on a side note.)

is not the least bit camera shy!?
y'know how some toddlers giggle and runaway
because you point this unfamiliar flash device at them?
this baby is fascinated and smiles sheepishly
when you show her herself on screen...





yeah, something like that
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I LOVE MY CUTESY ZELIA. ;D

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week before at Baby's house

i think i was grouchy at the point of time.

BigSis birthday dinner at Crystal Jade. :)
simple yet as usual, filled with Dad's funny antics!
didn't manage to catch visuals of them
i got too busy feasting and browsing through albums
of their Korea trip. ENVY ENVY...
snow i haven't touched in years, Dad is brimming with love.
like what BigSis says, GROSSS LEH CAN?? LMAO.

a shot at her chio tattoo under the table though
hehe i have been contemplating to get one recently!

with Baby who accompanied me. :*Di guess Canon has pretty Twilight effects.
waiting by the pool at 12 midnight,
&& Baby I am missing those Swim days! :.(

, love love.

# 143

another entry.

Woodlands Library to borrow good reads yesterday.

had Yu Kee duck rice for dinner, herbal soup is dope.
Ivy & I are always at Causeway Pt in most sloppy clothes
doing one of the most Aunt-ie routines heh. ;)
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last Saturday or before
Baby & I headed town since picnic got canceled.
cabbed to his house thinking oh no i'm late...
just to catch him swinging ard, still in home attire know!
RRRAH

so while waiting for him to prepare
took visuals with funny angles trying to be artsy fart

but they turned out quite ridiculous. >:/

Mirror Shots (again) hehehe
Baby damn 假假 pretend angry, tsk tsk

this one i like though!! :D

Yishun to buy my lenses first,
movie after tht but in between there was a long interval.

Cineleisure EMax L9

we were both in Color contacts by then!
Freshlook Colorblends Green & Freshkon Misty Grey.
although i think i'd prefer the Usual.

we are used to waiting hours for movie on Saturdays.

yeah he's Sweetheart, Sweet Tart (:

blurry, yet i see your adorable smile Baby.
HAHAH

XOXO
i do love this photograph you know.
probably because we both look like aliens,
with those different colored eyeballs.
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short entry this is, now i gotta rush.
everyone have a Good Friday yo!

# 142

a rare genre of entry, Club Club Club...
past activity i have long taken a break from.
enthusiasm is no longer the same but well
i've missed such 'party high/shake ass' atmosphere.

so Baby and I visited Dbl O on a Thursday night
along with company of Clyde, Sherene, John
although the two of us reached there freaking early!
had some (2 hours) time to chill and snap visuals

view from the wooden seat we people-watched.

Clyde sent a sms saying he's not done at the IT Fair
hence at 11 o clock we ordered Bacardi to sip. HAHAH
i have no idea why i felt like Old Grandma there,
and we both appeared as losers trying to blend in.

4 percent alcohol isn't strong but enough to roll my blood.
i turned pink-faced after we emptied the bottle,
please pardon the many blurry photos following
and quite narcissistic too, if i could admit myself

BUT I WAS IN A CLUB WITH PENG PENG! rofl
not the first time, but but definitely one i enjoyed most. (:
just lying on his shoulders with Soulful music playing
hmmm... was comfy and nice despite the blasting cold.

i must capture a lot of moments to remember
Baby don't like clubbing and ive come to respect that.
still, being Top Boyfriend he is, surely there'll be more!
HAHAHAHAH NO?!

we got very bored as you can tell.

tsk tsk, i wasn't trying to act sexy here.
in case you gonna say i failed to achieve that look,
i cannot fail things i have never attempted.

a lil' spinning spinning in the mind.
after Bacardi Breezer (literally a Breeze)...
gosh tell me how lousy i am, or rather, we are!
SSHHHHHHHHH READ ON >:)

headed outside for fresh air and we were sober again.
sang songs aloud, entertained ourselves for quite some time
with more visuals of course

heart my Pie Pie. :*D

taken by Love
i'm never a fan of Mascara, its awfully tedious to remove
yet for once i swiped a wee bit on, for the sake of it!
I AM FUCKING HELL LAZYYYYY UGH.

Droopy Droopy Droopy~

do you know Baby?

even Drinking & getting Drunk with you is such bliss,
its really amazing how anywhere is fine
as long as i have got you by me. :]


went back in to get a jug of Tequila Orange while waiting
before our friends finally marched into Dbl O slowly, lol.
we ordered mixers of Martini, Bourbon, Whiskey blah
and drank the stomachs full one after another...
didn't exactly notice the quantity each of us took,

i know myself started swaying more & more
people behind seemed like they were sort of lining up
to get unto the already packed dance floor by now.
from corner of my eye i saw, Boyfriend constantly on-straw
(& no i did not mean for above line to rhyme,)
at intervals i heard Clyde and John laughing like hyenas...
i was high, further delighted when Boyfriend started groovin'
he like Let-Loose completely HAHAHA, super cutesy

then
then
then















MY BABY ACTUALLY GOT DAMM DRUNK!

NO KIDDING YO.

drunk - (adjective)
1. a temporary state
in which one's physical and mental faculties
are impaired by an excess of alcoholic drinks;

Baby cannot run away from Dictionary.com alright?
TEEHAW!! ;D
okay he didn't forget whatever happened the day after

but he PUKED 4-5 TIMES, & COULDN'T BALANCE ALONE!
anyways we all danced danced danced, although
Baby and I were very unstable even clinging to each other.
'cause both of us were fucking tipsy
i blacked out several seconds,
Thank you to Sherene who held me when i walked crazy. :)

like the word 'intoxicated', totally.

pity we couldn't pull through to stay much longer,
skipped the yummy Bak Ku Teh supper we planned!
Baby was already wasted, alcohol effects set in on me too
i hate to puke shit in public but couldn't hold it back either...
especially with plenty of encouragement from Clyde & John,
lmao Thank you for taking care of us. :)

Farhan came down later to drive we Goners home,
Big Thank you to him! :)

needless to say, we had quite a hangover next morning
throbbing heads and myself, damn Sleepless.
i seemed to keep feeling that urge to vomit terrible,
couldn't differentiate if it was for real or in my dreams..
hell irking man. >:(

once in a dark blue moon, its cool though.
(i cannot say blue, else clubbing will be annual event!)

Thank you for accompanying me love,
a memory like that day isn't most important yes
but it makes me realize how you do try hard.
i honestly did enjoy myself holding your hands tight
on the dance floor although we were drunk
just knowing you were with me, and you've got my back
made it fun to jump around or flap my arms silly.

we suffered dizzy spells with colors together
i saw you puke then it made me want to do so too,
how we drank cups of plain water to flush away
just to realize in horror it too tastes like alcohol, haha
& falling into sleep with you patting my head gently.

am i glad i was sober enough to remember all these. (:
i love you so very much Baby Tart.
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gee its 4:00am now, be waking up early.
had Oysters for dinner and tummy is queasy now.
uh oh