# 250

 "Everyone's black dresses and studded blazors,
so let I parade the plain white tee and ruggy jeans."

It seems like town is a winding aisle of fashionistas,
dressed up in their best on a Saturday night.
I see 123 people in gladiators of all forms,
another 345 people in body-con clothings of different colors.
Whatever happened to comfort, big shirts and still looking great?
I find it hard to throw my wardrobe out
because nothing is in sync with the style at the moment.
I find it hard to fancy a piece of dress which really isn't me
because people are going to find it so pretty.
I find it a lil crazy to stalk Hollywood blogs, online shops
every now and then to ensure I am keeping up up up.

Don't get me wrong.
Fashion is a great passion no doubt.
Its just getting tougher to identify some character in a person's outfit these days.

Isn't style created, not replicated? Isn't it one and not mass?

I've met a few people (e.g. R) who carry themselves with a sense of individuality,

their style is constant and unique no matter what fads come and go.

And I think that is a very admirable talent.

 Random opinion, backdates tomorrow.

Ohhhhh and I spent my Saturday with Ivy honey

catching Halloween 2 the movie.

 We even bought matching cutesy stationery.

Hahahaha thank you BHF!! :D

p.s. I miss my Baby Pee.

I wish we can make things right by the next call.

# 249

I've always had dreams (almost every other day),

not as in 'ambition' dreams, but 'sleeping' dreams.

And they're usually of action genre.

War, adrenaline-filled escapes, heroic battles.

Just the night before...

it was some sort of war epic again,

this time with the one love of my life.

I cannot remember if it was Baby or whoever else,

I only know the boy was breathtakingly handsome!

We were on the run along with two other couples,

(My friends, when I woke up though I forgot who they were)

from mad soldiers firing um. Boomerang-looking guns.

The entire street was chaos,

we successfully made our way past many obstacles

before settling under a sheltered hiding place.

Thats when I believed we were all safe and

the dream, as per usual should have ended there.

It didn't.

We were in embrace.

Don't ask me how the dream played out

but it honestly felt like the boy and I had been together

for over a century. The intensity of emotions.

I remember clearly then, all of a sudden our cover blew.

In that same instant I saw a sneaking soldier, heard a few gunshots

and realized two black holes lodged in the boy's chest.

In my dream the atmosphere spelt Death.

Surreal as it was, not so actually,

I felt an overwhelming wrench twisting in my heart.

It was devastating as I tugged and wailed, "Noo not you... not you, please!"

(Okay dam drama but thats how it happened)

As I stared into the boy's beautiful face

I could almost understand why Juliet didn't want to live

when she thought her Romeo was gone forever.

Surreal as it was I knew I'd have pulled out the shots,

retrigger them on my own body if I could choose.

For real. In the dream it felt that way.

Which, is why I said the one love of my life at the start.

 And then I woke up when everything caved in.

Hahaha yep, dreams are strange.

Hard to differentiate from reality

yet when awake you recognize how impossible the whole scenario is.

Dreams appear so vivid while they're actually processing

yet when awake no matter how you recall it doesn't come back.

Voices and faces, they become figurative.

Just the conscious state of feelings that linger on for a while.

Such love in my dream is thought-provoking.

It is strong, warm and fuzzy.

# 248

Kim Hyun Joong is such a mesmerizing boy!

Plus I totally dig the above style.

Double plus he dances really well.

Imo he is even better-looking than Lee Min Ho (lead of Korean F4).

Yes yes everyone will disagree. Haha.

Anyway I've never listened to Kpop much

but I am dam hooked onto this song.

SS501's Ur Man

Esp DJ moves from 2:27 is whoa.
By the way thats not him in their official mv,
just another member who bears a striking resemblance.

This entry is soo teeny bopper but who hecks.

Watch them because some boybands are good!

I'm going to learn the dance (by replaying the vid 12345 times)

lol and perform for Baby twelve days later.

Bet you he will be proud of me. ;D

Its not impossible! I can try my best right!
}Edit at 11:20PM
OKAY. QUITE IMPOSSIBLE

Weekend was thumbs up and more,

pfffft to confinement.

# 247

HOORAY BABY PEE IS BOOKING OUT TODAY!! ;*D

1 week seems long already, wonder how I'd cope with 2...

note to self : must cherish The Weekend.

Duper excited to see his shaved head!

If (I mean ifff) allowed, shall take a photo and post it up for laughs.

teehehehe

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Another update from months ago.

Cabbed to airport early in the morning,

send-off for Yins who was headed Canada for exchange.

(Btw she's safely back for quite some time hahaha)

Inefficient me yes yes yes. ;\

Visuals are of eyebags and pale 6AM faces.

Clique shot missing Seah Kiki who had work.

We were so worried about our blur girl (traveling alone)

but you know what she sauntered off without even a last glance at us!

Her family, boyfriend, friends we all waited for her to turn around,

ALAS! SHE JUST WENT STRAIGHTTT UP THE ESCALATOR.

Hilarious noe.

And so Qing dear and I had breakfast at the cafeteria,

followed by Ya Kun to chat away time until 11

because I wanted to cut my overgrown fringe in town.

I remember it was a nice date with her,

catching up on the silly things we used to do together.

And there's a shitload of photos to vouch for that haha

Goofy

   Trying hard to be Geum Jan Di, massive failure. :(

Trying hard to be Ah Lianzz, success! :(

Still at it deardear. Tsssk

People change retard you don't want to follow right, Lol!

Long bus ride.

Last three is Best of Collection (BoC).

Theme being - 'Monsters on jacket looks yummy.'

 My dear Greenmonster.

chomps chomps chomps

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Welllll Baby and I had a lot of dates

starting from a few months into his enlistment.

We would plan special outings like seldom before,

(into 2 years we spent most of our time at neighborhood malls)

this was one of the beginnings - Pignic!

I like strolling down Shop 'n Save with him.

The idea of choosing ingredients, pasta sauces, drinks

and of course bickering over which is better.....

whining at last "You seee, we are dam different! Two worlds!"

Hahaha.

Preparing to cook.

My dad's sponsor of masks for H1N1 came in handy.

Hate the oils and for those who don't know...

I have a weird phobia of the stove blowing up!

Thanks to my paranoid mom who has been educating me

with news of such cases since I cooked my first maggi.

zzz

Me feeding hamster.

The afternoon in the kitchen was fun,

recipe-in-hand, standing 1 metre away stirring spaghetti,

egg mayonnaise and what not.

With some help from his mom, we were ready by evening!

Here's Sembawang Park when we arrived:

Tranquility

Can't breathe.

Wahahaha aw, what a kewt boy!

Hippo-Cow versus Kewt Boy.

Yum yum many prawns *smack lips* in the pasta

no idea why they're hiding in this picture.

The food tasted more delicious than it looks okay!

 Greedy

Seaweed seow.

Whole two packs were gobbled up by him.

Um we camclicked quite a bit don't mind my overcut fringe.

Freking ignore me for his obsession with seaweed! Ass.

One of my many favorite faces of his.

Balloon cheeks! :O

Blissful sunny day.

After eating and digesting under the pretty skies,

we played Frisbeeeeeee dam exciting!!

I think I was really pro at it hahahaha,

at jumping up and down despite my height disparity.

And baby agrees. *smug face*

We watched the sunset which spells the end of our day.

Infinite.

强吻 loh! ;O

Payback smooch.

He is going to murder me.

Happiness :]

Can it ever be infinite too, like the skies and sea?

Guess we all know the answer.

It feels really comfy to be lying on the mat

with Baby Pee beside me, taking silly shots of ourselves,

silent moments but only because we're overwhelmed by simplicity

and how blissful we can be. Childlike, carefree.

Unsuspecting victim on the bus HAHA!

Hippopo is family.
(He is actually a cow, that we just realized a week ago.)

This is the black face I give when I am annoyed,

or so he says.

I love you 

BoC for his cheeky smile, with me sneaking under his pits!

}Edit at 11:59PM

I've met up with Baby for dinner with his family.

Had bit of a misunderstanding initially. :_(

The night turned out awesome though,

knowing deep down we care plenty for each other.

Just what is needed after an emotionally rough week.

I thank God for you too, sweetheart.

Tomorrow's going to be awesome possum,

coincidentally our 32nd Month as a couple.

Happy Deepavali!