# 227

i am going to turn my human clock upright.

been too long since i slept at 6am everyday
only to wake up when the sky is gray in color.
curse insomnia, i must overcome it.

gymed with BigSis & Kaori yesterday.
managed to tread inclined steps for 25 minutes,
stretches, another 100 pulls on tug machine....
and then we went for a hearty supper
of Macdonalds meal plus tao huay. HAHAHA.

bumming around is a drug you get into habit of.
its hard to opt out for a more fulfilling life.
but i've started to send in those applications!
Daddy's Sunday talk was nice - not forceful. (:
he probably trusts that as soon as i'm done playing,
i would be able to take charge of my own direction.

here's visuals from long long long ago.
the few surviving ones i had in my camera.

Minds Cafe with Fel, Jolyn & Rowell.




silly games, laughed at each other's ugly drawings
catch-up session.

another recent date with Fel.

2 plates of fried carrotcake
h2h talks until 2am,
just Snow White and her 7-in-1 Dwarf.
MWAAAAA

town with Ivy on a Friday.
i think the following shot was taken
the day i watched My Bloody Valentine a 2nd time
just to accompany her. throughout the movie
she didn't guess the real killer at all despite my many hints!
WHY? because he is very handsome
and so handsome people cannot be killers.

HAHAHHAHA i enjoyed myself laughing at you honey.
next time at Carrefour i promise to be less 'Action Auntie'! :D


:O

Peng and me at Novena's yummy chicken rice.
awwwww such a balloon boy. hee

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bedtime bedtime bedtime.
zzzzz

# 226

countless of things to write about

but no more pictures to accompany!
months-due posts will be up once
i've enough money to retrieve The Lost Files.
speaking of which my laptop
with no photos no music no favorites no programs
is pissing me off to organize everything from scratch!
*gulps deep breath*

_

for now here's more recent happenings
like Butter Factory on a friday with Ivy, BigSis, Kaori &co.


our Statue of Liberty


i was forcing her to point at Merlion HAHA
in the end you see her unwilling hand while
my enthusiastic one gets cut off. raar

to Mak for the unforeseen situation
big sorry we'll have next time alright! :)

the night was better than expected though
clubbing is a lil out of our league these days.
momentum of highs sort of drained away
after a few hours to become plain tiredness lol.

visuals
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Kaori's right, i do look smug carrying my sister's head.




BHFs.
Thanks for your awesome company honey.
you're still my lesbian dancemate, one and only!
hahahhaha promise. love love love.

niggas

Kaori's ugly face challenge: first prize. HAHAHA

random

and a group shot.


they are superbly sweet together don't you think?
i hope it goes on a long time forever esp since
Kaori pledged ladyfinger brown porridge to me! HEE

BigSis mighty, always getting us vip/free entrance
even 4 years ago when we first started partying.
what will we do without her! mwaaa

shakalaka shakalaka baby

smiley, pout, hairy....

kisses to my pretty Honey.

how poetic i can be in closing this entry
blah blah blah. so after some techno beats
we all walked to Lau Par Sat for stingray supper.
yummy food! :O

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and i am craving for Pastamania's prawn aglio
at 4a.m in the morning.... that a Gwen Stefani song??
Goodnight friends. wait patiently
one huge update coming up!

by the way i dropped my phone today
it is now permanently scarred by hideous lines.
considering myself quite obsessive-compulsive
over preserving stuffs in their tiptop condition,
i should be troubled by this but strange, very strangely,
i wasn't fussing. i wonder why.
suddenly a few fresh scratches are insignificant

# 225

everytime you pull me close

the heart skips a beat.
the heart wants to keep skippin' happy like this.

then we're alone apart.
used to be an exaggeration definitely not now.
in a merry-go-round it plays on your trust
and my solitary existence,
i cannot run into your arms but i cannot runaway from you.
left with no room for negotiation
i can only sigh: Influence is pivotal.

ditch those glistening eyedrops please.

# 224

woooha! i am finally
cyber-active again. hahaha
damn i shouldn't sound too pleased
my folders of music, memories & misc documents
are entirely gone with the death of my hard disk.
am keeping my fingers crossed though
that some costly data-recovery company might salvage them.

its R.I.P. to 4-year-old Acer TravelMate.
so today i got myself a monster-size laptop
and when i say monster i mean, Monster.
awesome for home usage (only) i must add on.

to install everything from scratch
to enjoy Microsoft Office blah blah on trial,
it is utterly annoying. Ugh

on a side note
i am surprised at how intellectual i've become
since my reliance of the internet world
had to be replaced by night after nights of
storybook reading. yay :D

whatever visuals i have left...
updates soon!