# 196

haven't been writing in a long time.
long, long.... caterpillar long time.
damn busy with my saigang job
and well off-days are of course
reserved for me to live a life.

alright i don't actually hate work
at least lunch hours are enjoyable
with favorite colleagues Joanna & Stella. (:
but that bloody mountain of documents,
staring at the computer 8 hours straight
is enough for me to contemplate quitting soon.
we shall see how things go.

anyway i just had a msn conversation -

C: HUH??
C: you didnt invite me lahhhhhhhh
M: i ADDED YOU!
M: check properly
C: nopeee
C: nothing when i came online
M: i added you last week my dear
C: MEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII YOU
C: whats the add?
M: michelle.c@live.com.sg
C: LIVE.COM.SG?!
C: omg
C: iits you ah
C: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
C: I DELETED
C: BLOCKED ALSO
M: WTF
M: hahahahaa
C: wtf!!!!
C: .LIVE.COM.SG
C: like some porno maniac
C: 'cause i kena before haha
C: SOME SICK SHIT ADDED ME
M: bo bian
M: IM NOT SOME SICK SHIT OK
C: i thought is friend i accept
C: then he went like, "Feeling kinky tonight?"
M: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
M: WTF
M: its MICHELLE.C

C: yah michelle.c sounds like some lesbian
M: ...
M: WTH!!!! hahhahaa
M: lesbian meh!!!
C: michelle.c@live.com.sg
C: WAH LAU
C: NOT MEH??!!!
C: as long as got the live
C: i would have deleted
C: damn ambiguous
M: YOU BLOCK ME ALR
M: HOW YOU ADD ME BACK
C: WAHAHA
C: I ADD BACK
M: carol chua i hate you!
M: hahaahaha
M: you block me
M: im gonna soak my pillow w tears tonight
C: cfm michelle.c@live.com.sg right?

M: YES, YOUR DOOR TO LESBIAN PORN
LMAO! ;)

happenings up tomorrow,
Halloween at Boat Quays' this year
i am spinning from alcohol now.
byebyebye

# 195

我很爱唱歌
我讨厌工作
我想念自由
我需要减肥

# 194

now that i've got a f/t job at TLL
Weekends seem more sacred than ever.
busy-tired-busy-tired.

after graduation was infinite Holidays for me
but officially stepping out in formal wear...
figured its a tedious human cycle i cannot avoid
no matter how long i try and procrastinate.
thank God my new found workplace isn't too bad.

still i'm never going to stop believing
that there's an ideal job for me somewhere out there
- meaning to really enjoy what i do,
look forward every morning with eagerness
and not be literally draggging my feet to the office
just for money. because we need money.

you know i detest competition
among friends, in a relationship, colleagues, strangers
whatever whatever.
so i wouldn't be motivated to excel over others.
yes damn seriously, i want to own a job i love.

-

theres hardly any time to blog
even though i have my share of visuals
and awesome dates apart from work.
Girlfriends' update soon!

lastly i don't fancy flowers much
i think they're better appropriate in the wild or roadside
than wrapped up in some decorated bouquet.
but but but Lilover!
the following dedicated to you. tee hawwwww
to prove my favorite one is superbly BEAUTIFUL
and not ugly (??!?) as you claim it to be.....











i googled like you did, and TADAAAH!!
beauty of the Hibiscus family.

# 193

If these walls could talk, Baby
What would they say?
They've been a witness to all of the pain
I gave you everything I had to give
Now I'm so empty cause you had your fill
You took the life from my face

The more you try to tell me that you changed
The more I feel neglected
If this is how you try to make it up to me
Then let's just end it
I don't like this feeling anymore
I don't like this feeling 'cause whenever I'm around you Boy
I know that I won't be respected,
Just neglected

All that I wanted was you by my side
But you walked in front of me all of the while
And all that I ever did was good enough
Well thank you Baby 'cause you made me tough
Now I can go on my way
On my way

The more you try to tell me that you changed
The more I feel neglected
If this is how you try to make it up to me
Then let's just end it
I don't like this feeling anymore
I don't like this feeling 'cause whenever I'm around you Boy
I know that I won't be respected,
Just neglected

I never saw it coming
I should have kept on running
Instead I was there by your side
Believing all of your lies

How could you neglect me
Straight up disrespect me
How could you neglect my love

# 192

i delayed writing because of

Absolute Boyfriend the J-drama.

know i'm quite slow to complete this
but first caught it when episodes were undone...
lazy to check back until a few days ago.
weird aye, i prefer Soshi to the Robot!

another mix entry
of visuals from August September.
not that recent either HAHA!

trimmed my waist-length hair after a long time,
salons always give you false hope...
day after and the volume is all gone! :(


at 925 Yishun coffee shop
had Fish noodles with added milk.
YUMMMY! :O

with my Lilover

Yishun is central for Baby and I
so we frequent even the arcade there

for cheap $1 thrills like basketball machines
and i swear their brand name is HOTSHOT lol!

Burger King + Basketball + Movie = Perfect Date.
hahahahaaha all in one place. (:


for a period of time
we also stayed home to challenge

Chinese Chess, rofl
whereby i won Baby once out of numerous times.


we enjoyed good food at Chomp Chomp
i remember being very hungry that night,

i think my cholesterol is bloody high
with the eggs and prawns i MUST consume every day.
i am going to blame a lot of it on Baby though,
since he does not eat the oysters in our oyster omelette
and therefore they all enter my stomach in the end.


17 August 2008
was 18 Months of Love
at Changing Appetites Marina Square.
it was an awesome celebration,
a lovely ANNI-DAY with Baby :D

pity the only shot i took that evening is
of my superb Salmon-Bacon Wrap dish! damn
go go go try it you Salmon lovers!


two-thirds of Lilover's off days are spent like this:












heads squashed into tight-fitting helmets.

Rounding Rounding,
we became involved somewhere in August.
here's captures from one of the earlier sessions.

Fel and Mine.
you know, upon further observation
woaah this is such an artistic shot!
it seemingly depicts a very lonely shadow
against two other person's feet -
a couple standing close together.
quite sad right? i ve amazing analytical skills!

my constant night Girlfriend. hee

never before,
Snow White riding her sports bike.
with her 7-in-1 Dwarf as pillion HAHA!

we indulge in fat ass suppers,
we explore scary hangouts,
we chit chat about whatever till dawn,
we play pool and we have windswept hair,
we share the amount of mosquito damages
and and much more together.
love you Felicia! ♥

Baby bought me a pouch for mp3,
a significance one...
it looks like my lil elephant Tuffy!
so i had to take a picture of comparison,
DAMM CUTE LOH. :D