Friday, May 15

# 231

hello rashes will you go away.
i have to wear a cap all the time
its shaping my hair permanently. :(

a backdated huge update,
18 April 2009
Singapore Indoor Stadium

Lee Wei Song Si Song Concert

rare opportunity (for me at least) to be part-choir
so overall a fun experience despite the endless waiting.
watching the dry run, then the live show,
we had to continuously rehearse the song to perfection
even if its for just 3 minutes onstage.
it was nice meeting new people,
hanging out with the Artchemist bunch
& taking lots and lots of photos!

we were quite upset though that the stars left early
depriving us of some glam souvenirs.
Veron wanted Jolin
I wanted Daniel Chan
all the other normal girls wanted 小猪 (duh).
HAHAHAHHA.
talking about him, 小猪's fans is damm seow can?
with their stalker maxi cabs, incessant screaming,
a few looked as if they were ready to kill the guards
in order to get pass the yellow barricades.

entry tag.

hee a whole string of visuals to follow.
pardon the smudged make-up or white face,
room's lightings weren't exactly camera friendly.


note: images are click-enabled




Veron.
can you believe she is 25, married & a soon-to-be Mommy!
her complexion is super flawless.
Thanks for your awesome company everytime
during all the Artchemist events and such.
also for the car rides!

Veron, Cariscia, me.
we agreed Cariscia resembles Felicia Chin,
more so in person!


my PV01 class!




Marlene & me.



Raymond the funny guy.



we (Veron & i) were constantly late for practice
and he is the one who'd have to come out to give us the entry tags,
on the second day he was joking like,
"YOU TWO AGAIN??!" hahahahha sorry!

hideous self.

very patient boy Ian.

1

2

3

4..... actually more than 4 Lol.
Allaster - we had to take multiple shots
he admitted his expression is always wrong ley!




Yi Poi the singer.
in awe of his voice the first time i heard at Le Bar
and still am. its damm powerful.
Thanks for being photographer tht night! :)


Isabel. friendly smiley girl! i like.


chief of our school, Alicia



Matilda who's like a big sister.
shame on me
i should have grown out of the 'peace' sign by now,
but she willingly played along haha yay.



solo with Cariscia. oh yesssss
she's a professional makeup artist from X-Zen Bridal.
21-years old, working full time with her passion.
really gifted in it everyone was queuing for her help,
end of the day she didn't have much time for her own.

i've always known nuts about applying makeup
and she was advicing me on all the specific methods,
procedures etc etc which totally sounds like magic..
but today i'm back to my usual anyhow ways. ugh
Thank you for everything sweets!! :)


all in - Artchemist mates.


with our hilarious (Hideaki) & endearing (Liyi) teachers.
i look forward to my singing class every week
even though the travelling distance to Lavender is zz
since they always make it entertaining haha. ;D


okay, thats all for the event.

*sidetrack
i need to hyperwritilate this too;
to be honest i got really excited about the concert
because Daniel Chan 陳曉東 was on the star list.
(there's a phase in my life Pri 3 up till Secondary,
i idolized him (and only him) for say 8 years?)
to me he was damm good-looking, crooned romantic melodies.
i collected every one of his albums, whether in Chi or Canto,
his movies, whether he was male lead or no,
stashed magazines/newspaper cuttings of him in a metal box.
i forced my family to listen to his voice in the car, at home
literally wherever that could have music.... HAHAHA!
i remember they were annoyed.

it was a silly obsession but necessary in my growing up.
one day i finally stopped being psycho.
now that he's 34, i'm suddenly given the chance
to hear his live performance & see him before my eyes,
hahahahha its an overwhelming sense of happiness.
maybe it reminds me of childhood days.
life being fuss-free apart from studies,
times when i indulged in retarded hobbies like this.
i have always been drawn to his singing voice
- in depth yet gentle.
and i wasn't in the least disappointed. :D

some albums i dug out.
hee hee hee i am a satisfied fan from the past.

end of sidetrack*


cabbed to Thomson thereafter.
met Peng baby for yummy dim-sum supper.
cannot recall, think we had a simple night
which ended off with a lovely goodbye. [:






i wish for this feeling to be eternal.





they try to dash my hopes by informing me
that the only constant in life is Change.

Thursday, May 14

# 230


watch in HQ High Quality

In all of drama history,
My Queen's confession is one of a kind.
followers of the show you definitely agree with me!
those who haven't, this episode is still really Sweet (caps S)
and you should go catch ball from the beginning.
i'm not trying to be cheena, its damn nice. :D

Tuesday, May 12

# 229

Realization: Why should I when You are not?

its not fair, is it.
i have to keep seeing these ______
thats far from alright at all. once twice thrice
& humans wonder about the coincidence.
thinking i mattered enough to deserve the same.
today i realize how silly.

Tuesday, May 5

# 228



妥协

你总爱编织谎言 我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太野

你划定楚河汉界 我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想 再为你掉泪
我了解 不会变 不再徘徊
开始自己的明天

never mind what part of the story everyone believes.
one that matters most is no longer mine to hold
and that now, disheartens me more than anything else.
i will keep silent. i will smile always.
i will retain the infinite happiness together.
for sure i know in some ways, to me,
you will forever be irreplaceable.

Tuesday, April 28

# 227

i am going to turn my human clock upright.
been too long since i slept at 6am everyday
only to wake up when the sky is gray in color.
curse insomnia, i must overcome it.

gymed with BigSis & Kaori yesterday.
managed to tread inclined steps for 25 minutes,
stretches, another 100 pulls on tug machine....
and then we went for a hearty supper
of Macdonalds meal plus tao huay. HAHAHA.

bumming around is a drug you get into habit of.
its hard to opt out for a more fulfilling life.
but i've started to send in those applications!
Daddy's Sunday talk was nice - not forceful. (:
he probably trusts that as soon as i'm done playing,
i would be able to take charge of my own direction.

here's visuals from long long long ago.
the few surviving ones i had in my camera.

Minds Cafe with Fel, Jolyn & Rowell.




silly games, laughed at each other's ugly drawings
catch-up session.

another recent date with Fel.

2 plates of fried carrotcake
h2h talks until 2am,
just Snow White and her 7-in-1 Dwarf.
MWAAAAA

town with Ivy on a Friday.
i think the following shot was taken
the day i watched My Bloody Valentine a 2nd time
just to accompany her. throughout the movie
she didn't guess the real killer at all despite my many hints!
WHY? because he is very handsome
and so handsome people cannot be killers.

HAHAHHAHA i enjoyed myself laughing at you honey.
next time at Carrefour i promise to be less 'Action Auntie'! :D


:O

Peng and me at Novena's yummy chicken rice.
awwwww such a balloon boy. hee

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bedtime bedtime bedtime.
zzzzz

Friday, April 24

# 226

countless of things to write about
but no more pictures to accompany!
months-due posts will be up once
i've enough money to retrieve The Lost Files.
speaking of which my laptop
with no photos no music no favorites no programs
is pissing me off to organize everything from scratch!
*gulps deep breath*

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for now here's more recent happenings
like Butter Factory on a friday with Ivy, BigSis, Kaori &co.


our Statue of Liberty


i was forcing her to point at Merlion HAHA
in the end you see her unwilling hand while
my enthusiastic one gets cut off. raar

to Mak for the unforeseen situation
big sorry we'll have next time alright! :)

the night was better than expected though
clubbing is a lil out of our league these days.
momentum of highs sort of drained away
after a few hours to become plain tiredness lol.

visuals
(stretched pixels due to enlargement; click-enabled images)


Kaori's right, i do look smug carrying my sister's head.




BHFs.
Thanks for your awesome company honey.
you're still my lesbian dancemate, one and only!
hahahhaha promise. love love love.

niggas

Kaori's ugly face challenge: first prize. HAHAHA

random

and a group shot.


they are superbly sweet together don't you think?
i hope it goes on a long time forever esp since
Kaori pledged ladyfinger brown porridge to me! HEE

BigSis mighty, always getting us vip/free entrance
even 4 years ago when we first started partying.
what will we do without her! mwaaa

shakalaka shakalaka baby

smiley, pout, hairy....

kisses to my pretty Honey.

how poetic i can be in closing this entry
blah blah blah. so after some techno beats
we all walked to Lau Par Sat for stingray supper.
yummy food! :O

_

and i am craving for Pastamania's prawn aglio
at 4a.m in the morning.... that a Gwen Stefani song??
Goodnight friends. wait patiently
one huge update coming up!

by the way i dropped my phone today
it is now permanently scarred by hideous lines.
considering myself quite obsessive-compulsive
over preserving stuffs in their tiptop condition,
i should be troubled by this but strange, very strangely,
i wasn't fussing. i wonder why.
suddenly a few fresh scratches are insignificant

Wednesday, April 15

# 225

everytime you pull me close
the heart skips a beat.
the heart wants to keep skippin' happy like this.

then we're alone apart.
used to be an exaggeration definitely not now.
in a merry-go-round it plays on your trust
and my solitary existence,
i cannot run into your arms but i cannot runaway from you.
left with no room for negotiation
i can only sigh: Influence is pivotal.

ditch those glistening eyedrops please.

Monday, April 13

# 224

woooha! i am finally
cyber-active again. hahaha
damn i shouldn't sound too pleased
my folders of music, memories & misc documents
are entirely gone with the death of my hard disk.
am keeping my fingers crossed though
that some costly data-recovery company might salvage them.

its R.I.P. to 4-year-old Acer TravelMate.
so today i got myself a monster-size laptop
and when i say monster i mean, Monster.
awesome for home usage (only) i must add on.

to install everything from scratch
to enjoy Microsoft Office blah blah on trial,
it is utterly annoying. Ugh

on a side note
i am surprised at how intellectual i've become
since my reliance of the internet world
had to be replaced by night after nights of
storybook reading. yay :D

whatever visuals i have left...
updates soon!