A Fraction of Fiction

It was two days of... partial hell. Like my whole body wasn't mine I was in a constant state of drowsiness. My computer and I were bedridden. But apart from the fever burning out my brain or one pea HAA HA, I needed this break. Besides sleeping 12-hours straight I watched Korean drama.

Don't judge! Been a long time since I had the leisure to stream episode after episode. My friends ask me to watch this and that but I never start on them because there's no stopping. Well-chosen. Now that I have, the storyline has a certain way of being so damn close to heart. It is as though while watching you sometimes find answers to your real problems. I have had the time, laying in bed trying to figure where I stand and what I should do. How are things supposed to be – without the excuses for you. For myself. Hmm I will come back when I know.

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I shut out the world. When something is frying your head and your body looks and feels like crap, you really don't want to talk to anyone. Unless they're fucking special. It's been proven you can shut out anyone but you cannot shut out.........

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

YOUR FATHER. Hahaha.
Thank you Poppy. I may sound SHIT grumpyyyyy on the phone

but I love you a lot and you will realize this someday.

 

He whatsapped, messaged, and then he called (repeatedly) to let me know he was on standby. To bring me to hospital in case it was a viral infection. P.S. Bernice is the cutest she kept wanting to bring me to A&E! I'm dead scared of hospitals. Anyway thank God the temperature went down this afternoon. My arms and legs are also no longer looking like MooMoo the Cow. ^^ I still don't know what allergen triggered these. There are too many possibilities. I'm crossing my fingers again, that it won't come back once I stop the medicine. mXm

I'm just here to say I love my Dad. He is unable to physically put a hand to my forehead and check on my fever. But he does the second best. That's enough. ♥