# 26

i'm going amk on Sunday to meet up with bestest best buddy Jerold !!
;) woooooooz.

went back to yck for dinner yest evening.
home-cooked food at last.
... potato potatoes i love you! :D
and my cosy lil room though its empty now. :(

today's dinner at Jurong Entertainment Centre with BigSis. we ate curry chicken! delicious yes but i felt myself gain 20x more flabs than usual. coconut power.

cam-whored & pls pardon my lack of self-image.
more interested in the food as you will be able to tell from the last pigture.

=D

# 25

overdose of alcohol.

day out with Clyde and Ivan on Thur. Far East 'cause they wanted to buy shirts, then over to Cine for our movie Apocalypto! fantastic.. all exciting &bloody gore.

lead actor is dammmn almighty Hero okay.
played pool after dinner, till we missed the last train hm.
but its fine, because 3 Emo kids decided to walk to Esplanade for isolation. chilled by the river, each to himself.

Bicardi Rum to numb our emotions, played jumping turtles lolol. :) i think i scared them a lil when i gt very very sad later on. thanks guys for the drinks & fun, stories which kept me entertained! a supposedly-terrible night turned out better with y'all. REMEMBER OUR PACT.

pix taken with my lovelys! Grace and Wendy.

# 23

Jean Yip's @United Square to dye my hair.. RED!

but the trainee girl left out my fringe.. its still black. &color isnt tht obvious. :( its ok though i can't demand bright striking results when myself refuse to bleach la.

and i'd tell you how pissed off i am with my digi-cam.
let me show you its wondrous performances!

you just spot the similarity huh. no Nose,.. no Lips.
ugh damn Dumb. :(

Far East for claypot dinner with Ivy, poor girl had to deal with fishball noodles 'cause of a horrid ulcer.
yet she succumbed to crispy salad youtiao tempation!

oh nono CMA retest on Mon,
&i havent started a page! ;(

# 21

been pre-occupied.

with a gorgeous-looking boy. he takes up my time, leaves me sleepless, unable to get anything else done but stare at him and his jail-mates plot an escape.

Michael Scofield. lead character in Prison Break. current obsession. i swear this Fox series is most talented production ever.

ok anyways had my tripleA retest, turned out fine.
the stress starts to set in, coming exams. ive got to study real hard starting tmr.. damn i mean it! tonights the last ill slack to W.W Miller. :) wahahaha.

back to Yck ytd to visit my MonsterMum! she cooked a whole lot of food and it tasted like heaven to me. eating Macs delivery too much lately. i do miss her naggy shites but its easier to get along when ure not staying with the person i guess.

# 19

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007 everyone!

i get to write my fav number in dates next 365 days.

and yes i spent my New Years' Eve counting down in lalaland. i fell asleep frm a goddamn early 9 till 1oam. fuckin cldnt decide where to celebrate, Expo or Cine to slack.. think until frustrated 'cause didnt feel like squeezing with 9384394793 pple again. HEADACHE!

so zZz turned out best way to Countdown this year.

Sat 30.12.06
met up with Qing for dinner at suki's. tht sour dear makes me laugh all the time with her lack of manners. joined BigSis &clique for Rach's 19th Bday Celeb!

at The One ktv. bought her earrings frm Topshop. =)

kpool to watch billiard. Xiang, Jeremy, Chris &co.. then gt bluffed, :( to Jeremy's Longhouse next. hahahaha fucking stupid i am to believe such a place exist in Sg.. without my knowledge!! how cannnnn. anyways played poker, i lost terribly &drank more. locked myself in & sat there dizzy.. but recovered fast after a short nap with them still downing more shots.

i didnt take any yet half-died off by the alcohol mixer!

rahrah i must train with Ivy twinnY already.

HEARD THT HONEY?!! :D

cabbed hm in morning &there goes my New Year Eve.
moved hse today. alls well so far...
except for a LOW-beyond lowlow-class toilet.

IMM to shop. my newest hangout wahahaha.

pixs up later!

# 18

Wed 27.12.06
- bought my Zen player! :D
- kbox with Ivy till 3am.
twinnYs sang english rock/pop hahaha.
- early breakfast at Cine's 24hr cafe

Thur 28.12.06
- dinner with Qing dear &Kiki seah.
Yins has gone missing yet again, lol.
- created The Bang Gang!
- DJ Salon for our hair trims
- swenson's treat frm BigSis &Rach. :o

another round of packing.

sigh i will miss my warm cosy room.
i will miss yiochukang station.
bus 163 and 855.
the beaautiful swimming pool.

'll be moving tmr! lets wish this luck. :)

# 17

BELATED

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

contrary to what i thought, Xmas06 was a good one. :)

Eve's countdown at Cine. sprayed, didnt get to spray. yea latecomers face the flakes. met up with Mak a bit. mission accomplished (insert secret*) then i went back to find Jayjayyy, Reuben, Cal, Wee, Ivan &co. yay there was another girl for company! walked to Lucky where i discovered more of my favorite species, the bangalas. but they were very weak this year la.. scared of police maybe.

East Coast for tent-pitching at 2am. the guys set up everything, tad wrong thks to experienced" camper Reuben hahahahaha. after tht snacks, hardcore alcohol drinking, daidee, the clapping game - usual stuffs but damn enjoyable.. especially when all got tipsy &high. started talking quite randomly and pushed blame lolol. only Cal slept, rest of us played at the beach where i got fucking sandy. and sparklers almost killed us!

cabbed hm in the morning with Jay &Reuben.

so i slept thru my Christmas day, met Weiwei at night to transfer Prison Break season 1 &2 into my laptop! wooooohoo. but.. it cannot play.

and im still trying to figure it out. patience.

rain was insane, it did not stop the entire night.

and now im at home suffering a humongous head pain frm leakage of excess water into my brain cells.

gosh la there goes my intelligence again.

sleeeeepin in a cold weather.

# 16

tribute to my Benq. i miss you. :(

town with Weiwei yesterday. due to Msn!plus excitement, we dragged our meeting time till 7.
Cine to get tix for Night At The Museum. i wanted Midnight Sun sadly it got overruled ughh!

but nvm NATM was damn entertaining &funny haha.

ate at long johns' then literally ran for the last train back to yck. Weiwei walked me 'cause was late and the long stretch hm is fucking dark.. LOL bu sing~ eh.

im independent i overcome it all the time by myself!

no more transport so we stayed downstairs till dawn.

i swear my condo is winner of eeriest toilet at night! dim lights, closed/unclosed doors. potential lurking corners for living &spirtuals. and i kept having to pee la damn it. hahahahaha he was nagging me to hurry up 'cause it was scary standing alone outside... it is. i pulled him into the ladies to accompany my weak heart.. sorry! :x

then it rained. fucking heavy downpour at 3am!

lucky the ktv rm was left unlocked god knows why but anyways great shelter for us. sneaked in, warmly welcomed by comfy cushions plus a gigantic posh sofa! wheeeee. :D played number games Wei being tyco kid.

i lost terribly i think i got low EQ?

either that or really bad luck. i guess the 2nd.

back up to sleeep in the morning.

MonsterMom in action again. took me real long before i fell asleep to her fucking unneeded lullaby.

im awake nw! stay-home day. =)

# 15

drizzle, rain, drizzle and rain.
DISCLAIMER: A VERY EMO ENTRY.

been lazy to update.

somehw blogger.com dont appeal much.
well in short.. here goes.
1) common test over.
2) hp stolen.

(motherfcker cb! #$%*@!#^)
3) Vivocity trips, finally.
4) Christmas?
5) moving hse.

(another row of #$%*@!#^)

yes im goddamn angry! my benq-s88 was an essential, but tht desperado killed me not just by taking the phone itself, he/she cruelly left me with no more of his smses. half of my inbox lived in the past, all of what belonged to Shen. private notes.. urg. EVERYTHING!

i lost my hp early this year too. gt very upset over the same thing, our photos gone. he told me not to cry, that he will buy me a new phone and there wld soon be sweeter msges &pictures of us to replace old ones...

at tht point of time moody as i was, those words really made me experience hell to heaven within mins.

its different nw. i still tear frm the corner of my eyes each time i scroll thru my inbox because seeing how we used to quarrel, laugh, then apologise to each other..

it makes me treasure what we had once together.

being able to relive these special moments to me, is way better than having nothing at all.
 

on a higher note -
Vivocity with Ivy twinnY to shop!

next day with Christoper again to watch the horror show Cinderella.. about gory plastic surgery.

&i think its the best Korean psycho movie ive seen.
haha go catch it if you're considering a fake nose.
Christmas is definitely not my Season to be Merry.

im trying though! dont wanna affect the pple ard me.

i'll be moving by end of Dec to a rented place.

living out with BigSis. i do not understand why we fucking have a family yet have to stay under one roof with 3-4 other strangers. at an extreme end of Sg... not funny know the travel distance and times.

RAHHHHH. okay, thats it!

end of MY VERY EMO ENTRY.
end it with a damn sad face. suits the theme ya?
byebye, =(

# 14

awol frm blaw 3rd time today.
i think the angmoh is gonna set us on fire next wk.

Calvin's birthday chalet at Downtown East with Mak, Jayjayyy, Reuben &co yest night. 10 pple in a rm! beer games na zhong~ lol, ps2, dota, the guys stuff.. then nightwalk minus 2 because they fell drunk. reached pasir ris maze so we did catching or hide&seek whatever you call it. somehow volunteered myself as the chaser but wth i caught none of them. =(

sprinted my life after Jay he runs damn bloody fast!

and mind you. im not a slow runner.

haha although he claimed later on its pure tactic.

supper at the 24hr food court, strolled back to rest.

'cause we were too bored, second rd of nightwalk.

with Jayjayyy alone. to Red House. 4am, 2 persons!! on the way up the slope it was quiet, horrifyingly cold. didnt go in lah just went ard to explore for the kick of it.

self-highhh when i get myself scared haha. fun.. :)

the boys morning swam later.

slept only three winks before we had to check out.

fuck tired but no money to cab hm. to hougang for lunch where i gt cheated! ...but too sleepy to bother.

home sweet home. well not so swt.

at least my bed makes up for it all.
docs shall be postponed till tmr.

# 13

On4Life Levis party @MOS!!

perfect company of

- Ivy (1)
- Mak, 's frens, (1+3)
- Mingyao with GH/Ben/Shihui (1+3)
- JayJayyy &co! (1+4)
Total 15! break record siaa.

rare tht we club with a big grp these days.. its usually just me &twinnY. haha which is terrible 'cause then we dont get space to dance. end up as squashed cabbage between loaves of countless human hamburgers.

(some double hamburgers even..) rah.

twinnYs. i L-O-V-E her.

Riverside Point, what a beaaautiful view~.

(all sing while shaking legs)

now we acting cute only. :x CANNOT?!!

scroll right before you condemn me. -->

cigarette shorter, lungs blacker.

not like i think anyone gives a damn. so cheers!

twinnY loves beer, twinnY loves me not. =(

well threesome is our thang. heheh.

anyway was FUN! :D if you subtract the times when crowd gt fucked up. at least we had drinks, and could move more than juz a single toe after a battle of the wits. emerged winner of our new game 'floor snatcher'.. wahahaha its 10000x easier with guys and numbers! except for J &co, all of us werent part of the first 500. had to pay a hefty sum of 15 each. ok lah, not so hefty but my current situation says 15? yes its hefty. :(
saw the handsome Weiwei too. wahahaha.

in &out, 7-11 for beer and cup noodles.
im still hoping the staff at MOS can one day grow brains to permanently transform main arena to Smoove.. shift the electro/house or whatever jumpy music to tht tiny cage of the now r&b. grooveyed till closing at 5.
had fucking painful eye infection which caused me to dance foggily.. literally half-blind i tell you.

slacked at macronalds after, feeling rather sulky due to blocked nose &increasingly hurting vision.
cabbed hm at sunrise with Mak, peeled off my lens, finally fell asleep at 10am in the morning.

ayes! but its been one of the better clubbing nights.
in a long time. :)
thanks to all my lovely friends. wheeeee.

# 12

bedok to watch Happy Feet tht cartoon. hahaha.

because of the rain i missed 15mins!

anyhows it was entertaining, cute. especially hw they 'tut tut tut' ard on ice. okok inaccurate description of sound but thats the way penguins walk.. no?

and their flap/or wings! is oh my god so damn cute.

watched it with Jayjayyy, WK &frens. then Hougang Pt for sakae dinner. super amused by the 1face through out. FROSTBITE! MY ASS.. hahahahahaha. :X

# 11

Friday 24/11
at long last.. met up with Xin! sushi at Cine's. then to DXO ladies night.. perfect since we were looking for a place to slack. most imptly, company was kiki Seah la. (: many pix, but forgivable! been long since we last saw each other haha. oh bumped into Daryl bro &others..

ahh lazy. shall post few un-flattering shots instead!

tis' what we call satisfaction.

btw i chilled-out on Fri, clubbing on Sat.
theres a difference ok! >(

Saturday 25/11
wanted to check out whats so appealing about MOS on Sats.. went with Ivy, Mak came down after work. anyway we uncovered nuts! music @Smoove wasn't particularly gd, plus the place is literally FLOODED. fucking hell squeezy. thankgod for podiums &slightly better rnb after 3. halfway Weiqiang texted, reappeared after 11mths lol. elbowed our way into the center of tht bloody cage to find Hanquan &frens. macronalds for early breakfast..

and breakfast seemed eggciting all of a sudden! =)
wahaha overcrowded clubs turn us off man.
i miss Cube but heard its been replaced or sth.. WHY!?

# 10

no IS class again! events mgmt is slacked man.
woohooo. best part of this sem.

met Qing dear in town. dinner at Cine's kobayashi as usual. she ate juicy pork cutlet while i took up half the meal-time filtering chilli out of my spicy pork ramen. but all efforts paid off! wahaha no more sausage lips after eating too much hots. two cups of oily scrap urgh.

seee the amt of chilli they put into my soup!?

will murder me at one go.

now tasty ramen after thy salvation. LOL. :D

my ever thoughtful girl shocked me with a warning:
MENTOS add COKE consumed = can be/is fatal. chemical reaction or sth. wtf?

i wondered why she shared such random info all of a sudden, so this is her curt reply. "because you're an avid fan of coke.. and oh! you eat a lot of sweets too." am secretly touched. shhhhh.

being an oddball i might consider having a diet meal of mentos &coke one fine day, only to die after a super economical lunch. thankYOU dear! :)

shopped ard up to lvl 5 'cause nothing else to do. talked, preview of upcoming movies dont seem exciting. then our flashy mood set in.. decided to cam-whore lol.

self amusement for us lah once in a while. (?)

dont ask me why my head is so enormous.

she made me stick it in front. &well yeah, it is big.

BA GEIs INC.

BUT we have our prim &proper moments alright. heheh.

its obvious the night ended well! lalala.

i finally had the motivation to slap on my long-awaited aloe vera facial mask before sleep. yayness. :)

# 9

another night at CUBE. =)

went with my clubbing kaki Ivy. BigSis &Rachel!

much love. Grace, Becky, Jia too.

lol 5-10 w/ Ah Xiang, Jeremy hippo, Chris.

and yeah almost the same pple. lalala damn funny hw BigSis bonded very well with Xiang.. tattoo +bikes. didnt need intro on my part.

Grace & Ivy twinnY. whahaha.

Rach, BigSis and Me.

and yes i can hardly see thru' tht fringe too.. lol.

recently back into partying dont know why urgh. emotional breakdown maybe? i wanna enjoy life the way its supposed to be. not whining to myself about failed relationships day after day, mth after mth.

its a never-ending cycle..

'happily-ever-after', it wont happen nw so why the fuck do i care to be serious. doesnt pay to give your all sometimes. its self-torturing.

alright, stop my emo-ing and cont'd my entry. haha. Cine for early breakfast at hk cafe, walked ard with Xiang in my freaking uncomfy heels. to Far East and back. slacked at cartel taking pix.. having fun. :) supposed to kbox with Jayjayy &co. but decided i'd probably just fall alsp while they sing.. yeah i thought. so home swt home i went.

the pea-brainers! heheh.

...no idea what he's doing??!

i dont assume, its making an ass out of you &me.

ASS - my favorite word of late. ;x

cant say im not happy spending time tog, still the past.. too fast to decide but time to play is running out. serious business starts to set in which also means im one dead shit. enough of regrets, another wrong step i take.. ill crash everything. what the fuck.

contented with my wkend, nocturnal life.

sleeping thru Sun, thats like my usual.

thanks Jeremy for guestlist &tix btw. :)

# 8

met Christopher at bishan, thai express for dinner.

went to buy tix The Grudge2.

after tht shopped for tech-savvy stuffs etc.. man i can find my way ard J8 with eyes closed. nothing new to impress us so we decided to sit down and laugh at the osim salesgirl in front of us. divulged some secrets about my head to him, regretted almost immediately.

haha gummy bear makes me do fantastic things like tht? before our show started, ran down to ntuc.. treated to ben&jerrys ice-cream! cant rmbr the last time i tasted such simple enjoyments in life. we finished the whole freaking tub of dark chocolate. sinful!

movie was fairly gd. better than expected. apparently the jap version of ju-on is similar so.. yadayada. halfway thru because i gt fed so much junk, had to visit the loo. god damn it the ladies was fucking hell quiet.

shops were all closed, not a single person nearby.

doesnt help tht the washrm is wayyy BIG, enclosed.

i did hear sounds but shall not elaborate.

plus i came out in the middle of a horror movie!! :x

woke up at 5 in the evening today. another day of no school. or rather, selectively so.

# 7

CUBE with Grace, the guys yesterday.

last min decision.. another Sat night at hm ill go crazy.

long queue 'cause its a party. new club, nice ambience.. two levels. well anyways the full-scale rnb's damn gd. drank a lot thanks to Xiang la his treat! played 5-10 +beer session. 2 jugs vodka, carlsberg and much more tequila.. so then we got high, up to lvl 2 to danceee.

our first time partying 1-on-1. heheh fun. :D

the girl had to rush off at 3, really appreciated she stayed on late to acc me. :) million thanksss!

so hung out with Ah Xiang, Jeremy, Chris &frens. the Cineleisure kias. knew it'll be weird, dont know their frens. big grp of mostly guys. i seemed damn pathetic! turned out alright.. even exciting! whahaha danced ALONE on the floor, nvr tried it before. ok not alone, they were in close proximity dancing too and it was fucking funny the way Xiang imitated me.. damnnit. wanted to go up the podium do a sexy dance tog.

alas wasted, we decided not LOL.

ended at 5. felt drained and knees were wobbly. squatted at a corner, input a lil in their conversations. realised i was broke had no money for cab so lucky Xiang threw me 20 bucks. hahahahaha he had too much $money$ for his own good!! :p

comfy bed. slept my Sunday away.

# 6

no more slacker.. or slackin'. i dont make sense.
but thats not important. got serious stuff to announce..

Carol will study. Carol Chua will do her tut hw.
its too late to squeeze my place into NUS, yes.

neither do i want to. after what ive heard.
but im going to up my gpa frm 1.75 to 3 this sem..

or at least try. SIM University.

ive got an idea in mind.

so maybe it wont work out in the end.
its far-fetched, one sided. still, i will be waiting.
for now, lect notes and my girlflens!
they shall be my source of entertainment. :D

# 4

DXO last night. met Grace, Becky, Danielle there. Ivy and me were late as usual.

dj was damn gd. alternated frm r&b to techno to rock, thankfully back to r&b again. freeflow of vodka, FREE ladies night, not overcrowded.. what more can we ask! queued for drinks like 2-3x. got high, danced our night away. and damn halfway thru my tummy hurt like fuck but still wanted to dance. too long nvr club you see. had to keep stopping to calm down the pain..

its the 78291312859 time ive dranked on an empty stomach. i could die of gastric someday.

cabbed back to Cine after it ended. just me & Ivy. :) slacked at the hk cafe.. and the service is screwed up badly. if not for the comfy seats and atmosphere, i will never visit tht place again.

reached hm about morning 8, met a weird psycho on the way! who looks decent but is a major turn-off once he starts talking. lazy to write about his crazy behavior.

strange people in this world.

# 1

revamped the layout.. finally quite done. ive decided tht it will be final. (:

but you can take my words for trash, lol.