Blessed (press Del).
Over the last week, I've learnt from the love of friends who are closest that good relationships don't require one party initiating - over and over again - but rather a mutual desire to grow together. This desire isn't spoken but it can be felt. I am blessed, so I am not upset here. (:
But it made me understand no matter how sincere we are to certain people (even though we chose them out of others), some will only see what they want to see. I try to match my actions with my words. If I once told you, I like you, I really did. If I said I love you as a friend, I do. When I say I don't want to lose you, I do my best not to. At the end of the day some just cannot give the same way. For whatever reason whether they are careful, uncomfortable or afraid.
That is the moment we should know. There are individuals and groups we have to decisively cut off – entirely. And it's not because we can simply flip a switch and let them no longer be important. It is the first step to accepting you'd never be their priority to 'make correct'. If you get me.
OK fine I am a little sad. Haha time for bed!
