I am going to be happy. Not cause anything good happened. In fact the opposite. But there are dear ones now who needs my happy presence. I want to give them what's real, unpretended. The person I love most in this world is also in a bad spot. She doesn't show it (of course the strongest human) but I know she hurts inside. I will detach myself from 'me' for the time being, to go lend them something real. My happiness.
