Saturday, December 28

To not feel sad for we used to love and laugh together. In that enclosed space, she was however quite far away. It's hard to feel complete without the essence of long-time friendship.
 
:*)

To not feel so strongly when you're close by. It's hard, almost suffocating how actions and heart do not align. I can do no more than fall back or match up with your pace.

Everything is hard. But don't be mistaken, Christmas has been good. I will write about Christmas and all the happiness! It's not that difficult to smile. We just need to concentrate on the moment. The wandering thoughts about what-used-to-be, what-might-be, and how-you-would-like-it-to-be, let them haunt us at night.

We take the best that others can give. We are content.