# 99

once or twice i think she's alright,
other times i'd say its a mental disorder.

its getting hard to breathe at home
much less even have the privacy i need...
plans didn't seem to work out today.
& besides favorite Bean-curd with Baby
besides tht short yet enjoyable time span,
well everything else sucked like major.

i could unload this frustration onto anybody
how to when there's no suitable candidate.
i look around me for someone who'd understand ;
they all have tad fierce, tad nagger or tad strict
but ultimately. they all have normal mothers.

no one can hear the depths of my emotions tonight.