Friday, November 2

# 94

There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that I don't wanna know
But you're the only face I recognize

Its so damn sweet of you to look me in the eyes


Its alright, I'm okay I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same I get carried away

It's alright, I'm okay I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed I'll get over it, yeah


The scent of Vaseline in the summertime
The feel of an ice cube melting over time

The world seems bigger than both of us

Yet it seems
so small when I begin to cry
;

Splender - I think God can explain

human nature is fast unpredictable.
anyone may succumb to temptation when it comes,
even most angelic of all sorts.
should i be disappointed, or enraged by her actions.
yesterday night destroyed my once-ideal example
of stability and longtime devotion.
a runaway from the person with hopeful dreams of two
so cruelly, now tell me who else is really trustworthy?

she writes undying love & is the best person i think of
loyalty could very well be her middle name.
i wanted her to be one step closer to my family
at the end of the year after tht anticipated party.
i loved her much like how i love The Fallen,
but i find myself wondering how to face her thereafter?
in confrontation or shall it be a cease of existence.

this probes me to reflect something in relation.
careless words spilled earlier on
they keep resounding over in my mind...
i'd like to be swept into the future and refer to the end page
where will we be, still beside or far apart?

some people are blessed, through an Uno Stacko
they build their faith in relationships.
& because they never fail they grow stronger.
others find themselves trusting in the wrong ones
on almost every attempt made to start anew.

* * *

as one or as two, you'll always be my role model.
i love you berry so
BigSis. (:
just like how you've always pulled me up & thru'
this time its my turn to be your temporary smile.
i know how you loved so i know how you hurt,
i might be young and stupid and what you call dumb
but i'll help you to hope tht this is only a bad bad dream.
don't give up yet, don't look at what reminds of,
all you got to do is eat sleep dogs friends

and
call me out to play.
be there hook or crook. ((: hugs aplenty.


* * *

saddened, i start to rewind into the past. again.