# 43

blocked nose, sore throat, cream, &pills. >;(

not exactly the best feeling in the world.

caught Wild Hogs the movie with Baby!
COMEDY AT ITS MAX.. he likes their kinda jokes. laughing his tollhouse cookie out beside me.
at the same time asking me why don't i laugh too.
-.= LOL but it is a funny show lahhh.

updates +many many pix.
random eventsss.

Baby's desktop.

... the CPU is fucking nice.
see-through and has colorful bling blings.

"Donut Factory" day. headed over to Raffles City, queued for the famous donuts.

reflective differences. :[
waited 1+ hr for tht orange box he's carrying.

so we bought 12 donuts, fed 2 stomachs!
spot the odd one out? cos' baby bit it off. :(

sweet, thickly baked & flavored roundys.
favorites were Apple, Kaya, Double Choco.
not a donut person but still i found them yummyyy.

feasting on his belated anni prez. :)

back to yck for dinner with Mommy the babysitter.
her lil' toddler Zelia... cuteness aye!

btw she wasn't crying,
was just squirming in delight. :D

had Grandma's burfday celebration last wk.

hilarious we had bottles of Heineken's after dinner and Aunt Cheryl got damn drunk. blabbering nonsense. watched I Not Stupid2 there with my horde of tiny cousins. that movie still makes me tear somehow. love my BigSis.
although you call me chao bobo! hahahaha.

and i'll say Admiralty is a cosy place.
i'm so enjoying the moments.

our lil' supper trips at the playground.
icelemontea+sprite, fries with lots of mayo & chilli, soya bean milk, icecream, oreo cookies, twisties, burgers, strawberry collon, you name it we had it. =)

and very dope ban mian.
but Admiralty wouldn't be Admiralty
without the love of my life.

the words mean everything i really wanna say to you.
might have said them alr, but it stands for my believe.
so 1x, 2x, 50x, 100x, 101x..
i'm still gonna repeat them again.
love love, my Darling.

# 42

strained.
but i wanna carry on.

tired.
yet knowing i can still push on.

helplessness.
its slowly taking over me.
...
this thing called, "his passion".

if only i can be half as important as his other love.
its always not enough.
i want it all the time, it comes and goes.

:[
UNDERSTAND.
I MUST DEAL WITH IT.
I MUST UNDERSTAND.

# 41

tht r a i n b o w after the storm ;
its always especially comforting..
somethin' to be thankful for.
somethin' to strengthen from.

gloomy,grayness,very damn scary.
like strangers,far apart,hanging on a thread.
but yeah

tht r a i n b o w after the storm ;
you make it all worth the while.
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3

seven hearts for every color,
seven for my favorite number.
seven for bliss in seventh heaven,
my seventeenth with you
till ever & forever.

# 38

a carton of HL Milk everyday!
decided.. will not give up on my hobbit's height.
i shall grow another 2-5 cm. jump.

tutorials start next wk.. back to school.
unfamiliar faces. im in like 4 different classes ugh!
which might equals to loner.
buttttt.. my timetable is LEGENDARY.
makes up for it all wahahaha. >;D

ok few days back, have some pix to upload.
Friday the 13th headed out to town for movie Turistas with Mingyao, Mak, &Ivy. sequenced by arrival time so you can guess who reached last. :x

Ah-Beng, Rocker, Goth Chic, and the Gong kia. ^^

bump-into Graceee. higher than ever.

twinnY, me & ms Hyper. lol.

last Sat TBG meetup for dinner at yoshi's.
starbucks with Qing dear while waiting for slow Baby.
watched The Reaping. The Reaping > Turistas.
full-cast! yayness. :)

my favorite girlfriends.

and how can i forget to mention
every 17th is a special date..
Happy 2nd Month !! :D
still more to come.
despite the non-stop quarrels,
ill always wish for more to come.

lets live happily-ever after.
shall we My Baby ?

we should be.. till infinity.

# 37

deleted the angry entry..
because im a happy girl again.

although of recent ive gotten myself emo a couple of times.. relationships. fragile pieces of memories?
the past, no matter hw long or used to be treasured
... once gone its gone.
no turning back just like how i fell and hit my heart hard. once, twice.. &i certainly don't wanna thrice.
the pain unbearable you can give up everything.
sigh its fucking hell sad.

look ahead swtie, another one will come your way.

and give tht other "one" some time to find you.
in the crowd you will stand out.

ugh shall drop the :( issues.
supported Baby in danceworks' Finals on Sat. and im damned proud of him! heheh shhh. met him after the perf, back to Jurong for dinner at "tha-usual", then walked a long distance to JEC just to get my ice cream. craving lahhh...!!

YAY my Cornetto's Blackforest.
& his Paddle Pop. <- kids' stuff. xD Baby finished his PP, got depressed...
& decided to take a swipe at mineee.
how grossly it looks like after his bite! =[

wahahahaha like goo you know.

i think this gorilla-pic is unflattering.
putting it up only because he says, "I LIKE IT."simple things like these,
i find it horribly exciting with him.

sweetness -
both the ice-cream and red monster beside me. :Dpix taken at HK Cafe.

my oh my, we are becoming major cam-whores.

i am SOOO SMILEY now.
suddenly recalled he taught me how to drum ytd!
i can drum i can drum i can beat in sync maybe two counts.. & then i go off-pitch.
-.- BUT STILL! i like the repetitive sounds i produced.
thank you you Darling. :)

# 36

Differences.
one word can bring about endless conflicts.

just got back frm dinner at Grillerz with Chelly Wonky.
and she owes me a handful of Jelly !
x) wahaha inside joke.

now im drained.
i seem to be taking wrong steps all the time.. hai.
when its too much to take, i wanna scream out:
"yeah blame it all on me."
but then it comes out with tinges of sarcasm?
why... tomorrow shall be a better day.

# 35

argh splittin headache nw... :[

met the stnicks' clique ytd.
Qing dear, kiki Seah, Yins, Kiat, Wai &Xiu - FMUs gathering! god i havent seen 3 outta 6 of them since 2yrs back minus the occasional bump-intos. too late to join them at Paragon so we all walked over to Cine for my dinner and catchin' up. :) hp died = misunderstandings.
= no pix taken. except for:

and... an altogether-photo! yay.so there they left for last train while i hung out with Xinghui, BigSis &Rachel waiting for Ivy.

wahaha i bought this e_______ (insert favorite animal*) tee shopping at the Stomp sale! alright i shall not brag.

twinnY arrived and off we went to Dblo for ladies night. &we quite heart it! because R&B music was good, classy atmosphere. yeah though crowd's largely darker-skinned > us, i enjoyed their presence. very.. erm... very High. the way all clubs shld be! woot funnnnn. joined Mingyao &his buds GH, Noel, Ben, Shihui &few other girls. danced with my favorite partner until it ended. Les is dope lor!! hahaha. \m/

being dehydrated +hungery pple after, twinnY &me headed to Geylang with Mingyao &GH. frog leg porridge was blooody ex! settled for hokkien mee i took quite long to eat i don't know why.. scooping but the noodles seemed endless. RAHHHHH. sat at some nearby void deck talking till dawn. talking about Gore. Horror.. fingers mutilated, eyes gorged out &yadayada.
oh and had a lil discussion/dispute over our various dance history/fashion. LOLOL funny shits!!
took a freaking 2hrs journey back hm.
disgruntled. TIRED. frustrated.
explains why i woke up with this fucking headache luh.

hmm day before ytd.. Wonderful with a capital W. why?
yummy BA CHOR MEE supper with him after watching Xtreme Makeover family series. -.-

the BlingBling ice cream i so adore.
given by the lovely one.

EHHH. this is damn-Grouchy Baby & Friendly me! HEHEH. xD

we cam-whored a lot after a Majestic bowl of noodles.

sorry for the quarrels;capital Wonderful becauseeeee..

i got PIGGY-BACKED hm frm TohGuan coffeeshop which is like 2 or 300metres away. and my Baby ran across the road like how coolios is tht right. :D
and no, no disagreeing allowed. lucky it was 4am else it wld have been highly shocking for motorists ard.

whoa look at me flyyy man. :| cheap thrill.

&WHY. WHY MUST YOU SCREAM LIKE THT.
AM I THT HEAVY TO CARRY.....??!
gdbye world. i go heal my throbbing head.

# 34

latest update - i am still a bummer.

but ytd was accomplished luh. met Ivy at Lot1 to take neoprints (yes tht's our main objective), late lunch, and pass her prez! havent seen my twinnY for so long.. how glad we secured two days of same timetable next sem.

OHHHHH almost forgot to mention.
had fun doing something else...
WE VISITED THE LIBRARYYYYY !
applaude please?
wooohoo &i borrowed 3 books for read.

first-ever [*=-aHh LiAnXx nEopRints-=*]] wOr. -.-

i LOVEMYTWINNY. :) ive said it before i know.

after which hm to put the books down.
headed over to Baby's place for dinner. then rushed to catch last train back. rahhhhh little time but enough to quarrel &even make peace again wahaha.
been out with him aplenty which is all good.
Sentosa, his FBodz chalet, BugisV, JEC.. :D

few random pix taken over the past week:

our Belly-zhu!

see he loves my ugly purple trackers. LOL.that smile, it truly makes my day.---------
and lastly the two major irritants i so adoreee.. =)
even though they pee cum shit all over.
p/s: (ref to bottom pix) HEIGHT DON'T MATTER.
i make up for it with demon ear-lings. -SNIGGER.

I WANT TO DANCE.
BE IT OSCHOOL OR CLUBS, I NEEED TO!
nehnipoopoo, you taught me how to appreciate it lor.
hahahahahaha. ;D

# 33

for once i headed out when the sun was up.
yesterday.

Far East to meet Qing dear for chicken rice, then settled some stuffs before shopping ard. dear got her jeans in less than 5min while i spent more than 20min in an accessories shop. talk about being wishy-washy.
to Wisma, lastly to Heeren up &down searchin for a present. fun fun.

she left for work and poor me sat the bloody long ride hm again. day before i sat 4 trips to and fro lo. ugh.
attacked by tummy monster, had to rest awhile. ;(
prepped after and met Baby at CityHall only at 10.
but we still managed to catch NewYorkx2 dinner!

private moments shall nt be disclosed.
in all, it was a lovely day with the lovely one.

HAPPY F1RST MONTH!!!

:D

more to come.
thank you for being
the sweetest thing tht happened,
to me in a long long time.
no pix. but but we took neoprints can you believe it. with BigSis &Rachel. been gazillion years since i last touched those pink glittery machines. :/
LOL well we still enjoyed ourselves posing and screaming quite a lil'.. Miss Rachel was ecstatic! hahaha.

and today.

HAPPY TWENTY-2 BDAY !!

to BigSis.
yayy all the happy things in the world. :)

# 32

hola. ive been leading a life of a bummer.
1) sleep 2) laptop 3) tv 4) town..
man i need a tuition job soon!
cut my fringe, look kind of chi dai nw.
:/ anyways past week's busy.

meet-ups with TBG makes me more than happy.
my favorites! weird yes but we're all the same hahah.
kobayashi dinner with Qing dear, kiki Seah on Thurs. just slackin' thru a minor gossip &update session with them, laughing my evening away, cam-whoring, these stuffs are symbolic enough of us.
friendships like such ought to be treasured.
will be valued for a lifetime. :)

did i warn you about hw we'd cam-whore!?
THENNNNN.

yesterday was dope!
went Taka to support Darl in danceworks with Ivy and BigSis. lunch at pastamania, he joined us after results were out.. glad they got into the finals.

Ivy left a while later, watched battle epic 300. all the sloshing, slashing and blood spewing is so very zai lah! sadistic maybe, but its a cool show y'all shld catch. Troy-ness! headed over to BK's for supper, then strutted ard in town like 2 homeless creatures.
still everythins lovely.

lazy to do collective blogging nw.
my frumpy pillow looks more appealing.
time to nap, at 11.53pm.

watching you on stage,
knowing my presence made a difference
even if just a bit cause you are already prepped,
its still amazing to watch you do the thing
you're best at.
thank you for not forgetting
to make me feel like tht special someone..

i love you. many.

# 31

early in the morning, have no idea why im awake.
feeling rather emo.. just a lil bit.

A's results out yesterday, im damned proud of Qing!
received her sms first thing she did okay &can go uni.
> very happy for you dear, lets celebrate very soon!

day before watched Rocky Balboa the movie with Darl.
yaya i dont know who is Sylvester Stallone cannn.
who is he!? but alas i found out he's a stylo-milo boxer.
stupid dar says ive got no childhood just because ive nvr heard of Rocky One Two Three Four.. o_o"!!
i bet he secretly dont know the Flintstones family lor.
:DD
waiting for WOLS macronalds' to deliver my big breakfast over now. imma fat shit.