# 42

strained.
but i wanna carry on.

tired.
yet knowing i can still push on.

helplessness.
its slowly taking over me.
...
this thing called, "his passion".

if only i can be half as important as his other love.
its always not enough.
i want it all the time, it comes and goes.

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UNDERSTAND.
I MUST DEAL WITH IT.
I MUST UNDERSTAND.