ILY 小光。
Last Saturday I was reminded how much I love singing, basically how much I love my life with music in it. After dinner, I was going to send Elyn off to meet Shawn. Instead she suggested we go do what used to be our favorite pastime at pubs and ktvs – ♫♪! An impromptu decision but how I have missed her. She offered her weekend although weekends are most girls' 'boyfriend' priority. Heh sorry Shawn!
I am grateful this friendship has stood the test of time. We're different in many ways yet somehow her calm manner always lends a perspective that's best for me. She is the most loyal friend one could have. I pride myself on being a good friend to those I intend to keep, but I too have my blind spots. I was mad to leave out such a gem. Never put anyone who cherishes you on the back burner. Misunderstanding or not, we gotta try for people who try for us. It is what you taught me 小光。:)
Sidetracking a little.... I imagine one day far into the future the people I write about would love/miss me enough to run a search and find this blog. I want to tell them through these posts how much they meant to me. Whether it was for a certain part of my life, or longer. Morbid it sounds but if by that time I am no longer part of this world it will be nice to have them know. Hopefully they'd have the patience to read and rediscover the moments. Dad. My friends. Even those I loved and lost. Here, everything ever worth keeping is kept intact. Only overly negative posts are deleted because it is what I dislike being. Too needy, too angry, too pointless. Haha.
Here's two snippets from our KTV party. It's reallllllllly fail this first attempt at 煎熬 (highest song ever). Uploading it cause TOO CUTE how she kept encouraging me when I was about to give up. Hahahhaha! Impossible key but she has said nothing is impossible. She is going to learn it and we will do it together the next round. ^^
If you can take 'high' attempts:
Past. Teeeeeeehee
Present. I notice that we have switched hairstyles HAHAHA.
Thank you for being my steady since a long time ago.
Anyway I was really amazed she remembers the songs I used to sing. This dear girl selected a whole chunk of songs and she kept saying she don't know how to sing. Then why pick them?
"For you. You like this song what!!" Even I've forgotten and she remembers. :*)
你能体谅 我有雨天
偶尔胆怯 你都了解
此刻脚步 会慢一些
如此坚决 你却越来越远
