Today I'm happy.
Sorry to Dear Auhclorac and perhaps readers if any,
that this space is often plagued with my failure moods.
Best thing that has happened to me in a long, long while.
Haha. I woke up sweating, yet another nightmare
but after a call from BHF and piece of delightful news at my bedside....
in an instant all I felt was really 'Fxck dreams. This is reality.'
Wish I could smile from the bottom of my heart
every single day of my life. (:
Im thankful to a lot of people. Most importantly thank you God.
Im not Christian, not even one of Your faithful believers.
Throughout the years I pray to You for courage and strength,
sometimes it slips my mind or maybe Im too exhausted to trust.
Such bad conduct, still, when I finally come back
You are always listening.
Happiness grows at our own firesides
and is not to be picked in strangers' gardens.
- Douglas Jerrold
