# 246

i woke up early today - a freking 9:30AM.

friends' IM were bombing...."Haven't sleep ah!"
thank you nocturnal reputation.

spent the whole afternoon googling on universities,

zhnging my resume, sending in applications.

HOLA HOW P R O D U C T I V E! :D

Woodlands to meet Ivy honey (again & loving it).

dinner at our usual, Bistro Delifrance 7.90 chip chip!

hahahahahha funny googa talk we shared,

lamented about life in general and

a thorough analysis of what future lies ahead.

i wish i had the drive to pursue what interests me

without holding back, self-doubting

or constantly worrying about a yet to be outcome.

(i'm not referring to singing though.

obviously singing is a dream realized by others, hardly oneself.)

oh yesss office politics - seriously

wherever there's women there'll never be peace.

at my earlier workplace

i too experienced fake fronts and diplomatic smiles,

but lucky for me i had Jo and Stella to trust.

imagine the discomfort of working in an environment

with 10 other competitive and scornful gossipmongers,

worst still - no one to get your back.

it could happen. and it would suck.

Dear BHF I know you had Monday blues.
the workload sounds really overwhelming,
peak hour China driver was snail creep,
not to mention China man on my train was fucking Gore.
but I'm glad we saw each other for yummy dinner!
I hope I brought you a lil happiness
(as JT suggested) to kill off your horrid day.
lastly I love my dates with you because
its always full of unglam, fall-over-chair kind of laughter
and I guess that's what makes You and Me.
if you're reading this at work,
play my blog music loud loud when your boss walks by.
HAHAHHAHAHA

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i got the sweetest message from a boy ♥ today,

it says a lot and i was valley valley touched.

will upload pictures tomorrow,

heading to my comfy bed to hug Lenny!

byebyebye