# 209

how how how?????!
my twenty first is approaching
faster than i expected.

i feel like hosting a mega party
but then again, the last thing i want
is having to entertain different groups of friends.
(you know people tell me they spend their big day
running havoc, stressed over not neglecting anyone,
attending to food & drinks, making small talk etc.)
oh no no no no nooo.

birthday to me was never a too-special occasion

simple enough with closest ones
its already perfect.

this year maybe, i am considering a big blast.
guest list? place? date, time?
caterer? alcohol? budget?
bloody thousand things to decide!

haha gosh, separate celebrations
seem to be much easier to handle.
i need a plan quick.

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PURPLE BALLOONS PRETTY