# 77

yet to be seen.
whether this new agreement will do us
more good or bad on both sides.

but i'm willing to try if its what he wants
to accept, to let go, to take time out.
i'm somehow confused.
what we talked about, is it really
trust or a break-free from restrictions?

i grew accustomed to the ways
our relationship moulded at the very start..
now its something different we have concluded,
so i guess its time to balance out my priorities.

and i will do because i know for one
that he brings me my happiness. =)

***

even though i'm not the nicety girl
who returns to comfort of home at 10 everyday,
even though i like my suppers and midnight movies
it don't prove i'm a horribly wrong choice
of your son's worth.
i don't have overpowering esteem
but ain't gonna cut myself down on this.
it'd really make everything much better
if they didn't hell judge me from the start.

randomly emo.