# 274

re·lief

1. The easing of a burden or distress; such as pain, anxiety, or oppression. 

2. A feeling of cheerfulness or optimism that follows the removal of anxiety, pain, or distress.
 

Resolute. Yet I struggled in turning a blind eye to my innermost feeling.

It was very real begging me to take a step forward, so I did.

Now that I've said and done all within my means
this is where the family heirloom from Dad takes place:
I cannot control the environment/people but I can fine-tune myself.
With 11001 photo memories of us on holiday etc....
(gotta face up to them sooner or later) Im really lost.

# 273

Cut-Out

第一次拥吻以前 我们找不到语言
但听见彼此灵魂多渴望永远
x
你给的每个纪念都排在床沿
相机是牵手两年 围巾是东京五天
戒指是又哭又笑的道歉
x
我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不会你不会你不会 把我们的爱踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会你不会你不会 不心疼
我拒绝被看见的泪
x
我不相信 走来的幸福在脱轨
你不会你不会你不会 留残酷让我面对
我不相信 累积的回忆都损毁
你不会你不会你不会 舍得我
流一滴像乞讨的泪


1*'s here faster than I expected.
Might have been unconsciously dreading it.
Time, to officially embrace the truth.
With a :o)! Go go go.